If you have not heard I had a beautiful baby girl on Aug 23 2006 she was born with a rare heart defect called hypo plactic left heart syndrome it is vary rare and not many babies live long with. There are a mandatory three surgeries she would have to go through after she was born and went through the first sugary when she continued to have cardiac arrests. She was put on life support called ECMO. She maintained getting better until one day she aspirated witch is when you inhale your own vomit. She was not strong enough to help her self. She was in a cardiac arrest for over an hour and had to be shocked and put back on ECMO, which in her case is rare, that can be done. When she was off ECMO she begin getting seizures and we where told that she had extreme brain damage. Tim and me had to determine what to do. What life was left we were told she would not get better and more would need to be done to keep her alive we would never know if she could talk walk or even tie her own shoe. we thought it would be selfish to keep her here just for us. my Baby was gone already she was not the some we don’t even know if she could see us or hear us. we are vary sad to lose are baby but there will be tomorrow and i will see her again!!!!!!!!!!! I love you baby girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
