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the images of where I'm from and where skateboarding have taken me are stuck in my head. The friends, the style, and beliefs of skating are unique. It's something you have to live to understand. The tattered shoes, torn bodies are war wounds of the believers, past present and future are all embraced. The look the lifestyle all say one thing and one thing alone, I'm an individual, and i will prevail!
Hello. My name is Ben, if your good friends with me you probably know me as bean. I’m 22 and live in Sidney Nebraska, and can’t seem to get away, trust me I’ve been trying… I graduated motorcycle mechanics institute in June of 08, and am currently looking for a job in the industry. I play bass for the band Dolly Hit Dollie and I love it check out myspace.com/dollyhitdollie. I also play guitar and vocals for the band three lock box also on myspace. I am usually a very friendly person and if you know me you know that I’m almost never angry or grumpy, if I am it’s a pretty serious situation. I am agnostic, which means that I am open to the idea of religion but choose not to practice any. I don’t like the word (beliefs). I think a belief is too hard to change; instead I like the phrase, (a good idea). i only have one superstition, i never toast with water. I am obsesive compulsive, but i'm not as bad as some people. I hate being in one place for too long, especially Nebraska. I love the city of phoenix AZ. And want to go back but it’s really expensive out there. I don’t want to grow up J. But if I have to I still don’t know what I want to be, and I don’t think I ever will. I never really had any Ideas of what I want to be. Everyone always says fireman or astronaut but if everyone became what they wanted to be there wouldn’t be anyone to make the sandwiches. I am a very laid back chill kind of guy, but I have fun with what I do at the same time. If you have just met me you would probably think I am shy, but once you get to know me I open up and you’ll see a different person. I also love to skate; after all I’ve been doing it for 14 years. In my spare time I love to drive, if you see me there’s a good chance I’m in my car at the time. I could drive all day if I could afford it. It gives me some good time to reflect on my life and what’s going on at the time; in fact that’s where I do most of my thinking. I’m kind of surprised I took the time to write all this down; I’ve been thinking about all this for a while but couldn’t ever find the motivation to do it. I am also writing a book but just like this I can’t find the motivation to finish it and probably never will. I love music, its one of the strongest ways that I express myself, be it a song that I wrote and perform or a song by another band, it’s a great release and I cant imagine my life without it, I love to read but have a very hard time finding books that are worth my time. I also love to listen, that sounds kind of weird but I’m not much of a talker, I can listen to someone all day if they have something even slightly interesting to say, I have been told that I am a good listener before and I believe it. I love writing whether it be poetry or music or something like this its just another way to express myself. And on top of it all, more than anything I love to live… after all life is a journey, not a destination so take the scenic route! LO
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Anchor

Whod thought it love is real, love is something that you finally except.Love is tension and release and when you finally released it how you wept.Whod thought it wed get here, love is frequencies t...
Posted by on Mon, 18 May 2009 00:02:00 GMT

its somting...pretty

She won't call me, this I knowshe won't take the time to learn the way I play I'll wake up Valentine's Day...All alone.  She stopped reaching out for meI'm not attached enough to take the loss and gri...
Posted by on Wed, 13 May 2009 01:41:00 GMT

Blog.

Blog Blog Blogems Blog Blogity Blog Blog Blog i once ate a tasty frog while playing frog bog and Bloging about Blogs and ben Blog and Nate Blog and alyza Blog i Blog you Blog everyone a Blog Blog at 2...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 14:04:00 GMT

I care, i really do.

If i could find a way, id find a way to you. And if i could play, id play this song for you. And if i could say, id say the words i feel. But my hands wont match the way my heart sings. So i sit back ...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Apr 2009 00:21:00 GMT

last kiss

You were my first mistake, And even if thats true,Id take that punch again, If it would bring me back.I thought Id changed for you,It turns out just not enough,Distance and telephones,Im no good a...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Mar 2009 13:54:00 GMT

new song

cry...you can cry if you want to, but know your tears are just for you...its your way to make peace with what you thought you knew.I can help you make it through, from numb to grief, from anger to blu...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Mar 2009 13:51:00 GMT

Sleepless nights.

Yesterday was just a burden, you and me we live inside. Your only askin me for trouble, and you take it out the other side. Watched the sun come up this morning, big shiny winkin ball of fire. You sl...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Mar 2009 12:17:00 GMT

my convictions

I'm a man of my convictions.Call me wrong, call me right. But I bring my better angels to every fight.You may not like where I'm going, but you sure know where I stand.Hate me if you want to, love me ...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 15:19:00 GMT

phase

i am bottled fizzy waterAnd you were shaking me upYou are a fingernail runningDown the chalkboard I thoughtI left in third gradeNow my only consolationIs that this could not last foreverEven though yo...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 16:10:00 GMT

close yet far

who said that I wasn't right?I've lived for years without a lifedon't have a soul on my sidestill ridiculed despite how hard that I have trieddon't take me under your wingI don't need a hand, don't ne...
Posted by on Wed, 14 May 2008 16:01:00 GMT