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The Fourth Time- A moment in life with OCD

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Posted by on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 20:22:00 GMT

i hate

my body, my face, this outer shell marked disgust and disgrace.the blood in my vains the pain the thoughts in my head.wishing i were dead. chains that keep me boud.being lost, never found. seeking pea...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 20:47:00 GMT

what do u expect?

what do you expect from me? to hear my crys then call them lies. to wait for me to fail. hide behind the tainted vail.mark my shame and and force the blame. seal it with blood and shove it in my face....
Posted by on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 21:00:00 GMT

i dont know!

pain, the sweet symphany of my soul. bleeding out. taking in. i was you only mistake. call me... Miss.Take. how much more do you want? how much more can you take? misdirected i fled from the flock. ru...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 20:34:00 GMT

dear friend...p.s...i still love you

..> >>make>happy Theres a time in your life when you realizethings go the way they are supposed to goyou never say what you mean to sayand everything stays bottled insideyou come to terms with the ...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 13:25:00 GMT

I realize

So i realizeim insecure, but someday someone will think im beautiful inside and out.i fuck up every now and then, but i also learn quickly from my mistakes.Life is moving slowly right now, but some da...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 13:57:00 GMT

fuuuuck

i dont know how i do it. just continuously manage to fuck up my life
Posted by on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 16:34:00 GMT

Eye of the storm

Clouds stand still,all is calmobservant of all the messignorant to assume its all overdesperate to copebegining to pick up the broken piecesshoveling together shattered hope....but the skys turned bla...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 00:10:00 GMT

the monster inside

So i am now to the point in my life where i dont know what is what, who is who and who is coming and going and who is staying. everything and everyone is now one big Question! i feel as though ive los...
Posted by on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 16:29:00 GMT

poem...

i guess im not important.i guess its just not my time to shine.i hope my time comes, cuz this little light of mine is loseing the will to shine.maybe its cuz im imperfect,or that in prefectly imperect...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 14:07:00 GMT