jny

all these years, there are still no definite words to describe ME. i would like to believe that i am still in the process of knowing my self. i have a feeling that people see me differently from what i perceive to be ME.such as when i think i am sexy. the people who know me would probably gag. the same goes when i say i am beautiful. i hope they will forgive me though when i say "I have beauty where no eyes can see." at least it does not directly contradict something tangible. that means i can have a little hope. that means i still have hope. I hope to have hOPe. I wish I have HOPE cigarette. see what i mean? i hope it is enough. it is ENOUGH!