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the names jaki. very few people know the real me. come to find out i live my life according to how i want to.i have a gorgeous baby girl whos three years old and not so much of a baby anymore, but will always be just that to me. she is all there is in this world that really matters anything to me. i will admit there was a time in my life when i thought i needed other things.. other people. but i realized quickly i was very wrong. i am highly independant. hand outs arent welcome, including fake friendships. my heart has been broken multiple times by multiple people.. from the time that i was born and everyday still. family.. friends.. men.. and myself. heartbreak. heartache. that is what i know. that is what i cause for myself, and others just the same. i get bored and suffocate easily. annoyed just as well. no man can make me happy like i can. i have vowed to not get into a "relationship" until i know im going to be with that person the rest of my life. they honestly seem pointless, otherwise. im a super duper complicated person. more than likely i have some sort of personality disorder. i would rather not go and get perscribed something to make me someone im not tho. i have many many so called friends. but very few that i truly truly care about.. i have realized how even years of friendships can be thrown away in a matter of seconds so its hard for me to really trust anyone anymore. but those that have stuck by me.. those that know and love me for me.. i would take a bullet for, any second of any day. i honestly believe that laughter is the key to every kind of happiness. dramatic confrontation is sick and makes me want to run away and never come back. i love to have fun and just chill. my life is complicated enough to care about the immature shit that you think is such a BIG deal. call me a bitch for that and ill laugh. cuz god fucking damnit. i guess i am. haha. love me or hate me. judge me all you want. cause in the words of my two best fucking friends ever. "ill fucking fight you."♥
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i truly believe life is what you make of it. ill always be searching for the one that can make me happier. sometimes. i just want to be mad or sad for a little while. you cant make me. im always right. fight me. i dare you. the best feeling int the world is when your listening to a song and its so good it gives you the chills. Home Message Add Comment Pictures BlogName: jaki.
Age: eighteen.
Location: hell.
Orientation: straight.
Status: single-ish.
Occupation: wal*mart sales associate. bitch.