jessica™[famous last words♥]

J e s s i c a
I'm the kind of person that would KILL someone over a piece of LINT for one of my friends.

I have one of those personalities that seems to say "the doctor is in," so if you need help, I'm usually always willing, unless I am just absolutely in a terrible mood, then I might come off as, uhm, a person in a terribly whiny bitchy apathetic mood (aka an emo kid). Other than that though, I'm usually very helpful. You'll have to excuse me though, because I guess I tend to get kind of spacey. But 98.99999999999% of the time I am listening. I. SWEAR!
I have two nephews who I have had a major part in bringing up. I realized that I don't give them the credit they deserve at times. They're really brilliant kids: sometimes I think they could at least halfway understand some of my easier homework assignments. I love them sooo much and would do anything for them. Like. Anything.
My mind works in a very strange way. Everything I see, I see as a movie or a story, everything I do, I can look back on and bring up some song that reminded me of the moment along with special effects and what I'd like to call "flashback blur." I say weird things like "OHMYGOD. WE JUST HAD AN EPIC MOMENT." and even my best of friends don't know what the heck I'm talking about. So you'll have to excuse me in advance.
I'm trying to write and read again, which makes me extremely happy. I got bored one day cleaning, and starting reading my old stories, and I realized that writing was a major part of me back when I was a loser. All my old stories, despite their crappiness, weirdness, and at one point a long time ago, lack of quotationed dialogue, were golden
and everytime I read them I smile. Kind of like how when you see a friend you haven't seen in a couple months because you've been busy with your life and they've been busy with theirs. When your paths cross, you're like "Wow. This is crazy."
I have the greatest friends in the world. Sometimes they're a little "bl3h," but not nearly as "bl3h" as some other assholes I know, and not as "bl3h" as nearly as often. I really an epiphany about us one day, about why we can come off as such assholes: we're really like a sorority or a fraternity. We're a big group of people who have a helluva lot of fun, and if you want to be part of us, you have to go through an awful lot of hazing or just be really friggin amazing, because for one reason or another, we haven't learned to easily trust people. Which I guess, as Neda puts epiphanys, is a big "DUH" and i should have realized it ages ago. But, the point is, is that once you have us, or even if you don't, we can be fun loving and addictive to be around. I'm actually quite boring and lame all by myself, actually xD
I overuse emoticons like "xD," really big words, and can go from talking with really high diction that makes people tease me in a British accent (which doesn't make sense to me. -__-) to talking and whining like a little kid, which my voice is perfect for. If you know me, you know what I'm talking about.
I'm a big geek and have at point point, had almost every electronic device there ever was ;D I know how to read html and can type really fast and watch anime and yaoi and other geeky things =D
I used to work with the police department as an internship, (which was like the greatest job in the world (not to mention I was ballin outta control ;D) and I would do it again if I could) and I spent a couple days at a glow golf, which didn't work out too well. . . .haha.
I'm a college student now, attending UT Knoxville. I never really saw myself ending up there. Hell, even applying there was by an off chance of fate. Even so, I'm going to make the best of it (If I didn't, I'm afraid I might kill myself ;D). I have a wild roommate, a guy who spent so much time around me this summer he might as well live with me, a redheaded wierdo, a disturbed artist, and a manchild who goes to school across the street. So it should be mad fun. I'm gonna try to take it seriously, too, though. Because I have been really bored this summer and realize that learning things and such are one of the only things I am really really good at. I hope I'll be visiting Nashville occasionally (for shows, and for Neda and Felicia, mainly xD) and hopefully some other places, because as much as I would love to stay in Knoxville, uhm. . .well, I wouldn't. Either way, we'll see how things pan out.
love and kisses♥