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CHoPstiX

The sweetest tears are the tears of Happiness.......

About Me


Create Your Ownabout me....hmmmm.......well, thats i guess a bit of a long and never ending story..so i'll keep it short I have a loving family....that consist of 2 blood brothers, a beautiful mother, and an unforgettable (still and will always be missed) Father.I now have a beautiful and life changing little human being, my son Vincent Noel Ruffo.... made possible by my love Oziel LOL. the rest are a thousand friends whom i see as family.... without them Iwouldnt be who i am today....*************************Love********************** *** Trust, resposibility,taking the weight for your choices and feelings....and spending the rest of your lifeliving up to them, and above all, not hurtin the object of your love.Multiply it by infinity and take it to the depth of forever, and you will still have barely a glimpse of what I'm talking about. The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new. ~Rajneesh

My Interests

books, love, photography, liquor,liquor make-up, Oz, cars, shows,Rockabilly, psychobilly, death metal etc. liquor,art, ink, ...........and this list will go on and on.......

I'd like to meet:

I've already met them....The Two men in my Life.....My #1 GAL......My Lovely Gals..... MY #1 drama queen :) and my husbands SOULMATE loland who can forget this hot chick.....ME! LMAO j/k moni 3

Music:

I'm very open minded on music which is why I love a large variety of it . I probably wont be able to list all of it but I'd say some of my favorite bands would be....hmmm.....: Depeche Mode,No Doubt, Morrissey, Dead Can Dance, The Cure, Soft cell, Pat Benetar, Dimmu Borgir, Scorpions,The Cranberries, Killswitch,Jungle Rot,Mortician,Machine Head, Chimaira,Soulfly, Deftones, Skinless,Stray Cats, joy division, Horror Pops, The Doors, Al green, Connie Francis(play her ass way too much when I'm depressed),Mr CASH ,Snake River Conspiracy, Bronski Beat, Tiger Army,Madonna all the oldies my dad loved, MARIACHI, VNV Nation, Wreaking Havoc :) ,Wolfsheim, Portishead,Patsy Cline, Bjork, Borknagar, Trespassers William,.....and way more that I wont bother adding. I know it's quite a mix of music but like I said, I'm not close minded. Music is a beautiful thing and you appreciate it from all genres.

Movies:

I absolutely love horror movies and especially the old school ones such as: Holloween, Hell Raiser, Night Breed, The Lost boys, Friday the 13th, Nightmare on Elm st. , Critters, etc. Comedy: Friday, Cheech & Chong's up in smoke, any chevy chase, dan akroyd, or john candy movie and well too many to mention. ummmm...oh yeah real quick.....Empire Records, 16 candles, pretty in pink, Monsters, Edward Scissor Hands.....

Television:

Married With Children, Family Guy, Seinfeld, The Simpsons, Fox News, Date line (what a loser, I know)

Heroes:

My Father....the most important man of my life.I'll be seeing you In all the old familiar places That this heart of mine embraces All day and through In that small cafe The park across the way The children carrousel The chestnut trees The wishing wellI'll be seeing you In every lovely summer's day In everything that's light and gay I'll always think of you that wayI'll find in the morning sun And when the night is new I'll be looking at the moon But i'll be seeing youI'll be seeing youOziel for being such a great father to our son.....

My Blog

one day at a time

  vnv I asked myself "was I content"with the world that I once cherishedDid it bring me to this darkened placeto contemplate my perfect futureI will not stand nor utter words againstthis tide of ...
Posted by CHoPstiX on Sat, 08 Apr 2006 05:13:00 PST

my hoRROR!!! scope hahahah

It's safe to come out now, and almost safe to make plans again. But you might want to give anything important -- anything you really need to come out the way you've planned it -- another day or two. S...
Posted by CHoPstiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

yeah.......

God knows I'm helpless to speak On my own behalf God is as helpless as me Caught in the negatives We all just do as we please False transmissions I hope god forgives me For my transgressions ...
Posted by CHoPstiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

2005

Not worth asking, who I'm supposed to be Not worth saying, seems I'm free Not worth reaching, to anyone at all Not worth reaching out to stop this fall I'm on my own Yeah, I'm on my own Not w...
Posted by CHoPstiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

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Depeche Mode Condemnation lyricsCondemnationTriedHere on the standWith the book in my handAnd truth on my sideAccusationsLiesHand me my sentenceI'll show no repentanceI'll suffer with prideIf for hone...
Posted by CHoPstiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

filled with diferrent emotions....................I think I'm feeling better now...........

For such a long time I've been unable to control my emmotions and my pain. I've been in such a state that words cannot even be used to describe it. But, these past few days have been looooong ones and...
Posted by CHoPstiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIT just couldnt get any worse can it!!!??!!! of all the posessions I have in my life......my luck just had to fuck with one of the most important ones. so yah whatever, my back aches, my side hurts ...
Posted by CHoPstiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i miss you...........I really would give my life just to hug you again

The Carnival is Over Outside The storm clouds gathering, Moved silently along the dusty boulevard. Where flowers turning crane their fragile necks So they can in turn Reach up and kiss the sky...
Posted by CHoPstiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

<3<3<3<3<3

Honey you are a rock Upon which I stand And I came here to talk I hope you understand The brown eyes, yeah the spotlight, shines upon you And how could, anybody, deny you I came here with ...
Posted by CHoPstiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

NO NO NO

No no no Well I'm fozen in Like a soldier Don't know where it stays all over the place Time froze Like an ocean Don't know the taste of a never ending ache No no no Why i hurry when i'm h...
Posted by CHoPstiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST