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Please don't steal what I say. If you can't think of how to explain yourself then that probably says more than this ever can.I get confused alot and follow my feelings rather than do what I should. I get attached to people, be it a blessing or a curse that usually ends in unwanted attention or someone getting hurt. Things usually don't go how I intend them too, but only I can be held accountable for that. I make mistakes, too often........ Perhaps I'll just never learn or maybe I just forget. I like to dye my hair far too much. I am never content to be the same thing for too long. Yes, I use myself as a model but then take a look at the majority of the internet and get over it. I hate those people who think they own you. The ones that try to control you, and for some unknown reason they think they are better because a few comments tell them so. Words on a screen can't change you. But it does make you feel good, and everyone wants to be wanted, nomatter how much they try to deny it.I've never been one of the beautiful girls, one of those people who live a mark in your head. I can't just take a picture or give an intense stare. I'm never perfect and I don't have all the right clothes. My makeup smudges and my hair is out of place. I have a geeky smile and my jokes are recycled. I wish I could say the perfect words, and have epic thoughts, but I never do. The things I want to say I never think of until the right time to say them has passed. The thoughts are always on the edge of my mind, with the words right beside them. But when the time comes to say them I've lost them again...If you run away, I'll just chase you.I make up stories to songs, well my imagination does. I like to be alone on the bus sometimes Just so I can listen to them and be in my own little world. I only like people to see what I allow them too, no more or less. I think everyone see's a differnt me depending on what I show them. I really don't know myself, everytime I think I do I change somewhat sand start all over again. I like to be thought of as cute... But Sometimes I hate that too. If I'm quiet it's because I'm shy or just can't think of anything to say. I like to sit back and observe people, even though I hate to be observed while I'm unaware of it. I want to control my enviroment and have control over things that happen, if not then I find myself going crazy and get nervous. I don't generally like confrontations. But I can make a fight out of anything and argue to the death.
LOVES,
More than you could ever know.
HATES,
I try not to concern myself with those. The world is never perfect, and there are things that get me down but I dont want my energy wasted on them.lyt by avlays
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