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About Me


I try my best to pretend it nots real...but it is. You have to just keep moving forward, because time always does. Isn't it funny that you can get a sence of whats going to happen in the future based on the present? I make those kinds of deductions all the time. However, no matter how much I do or give to others...they still seem to be so unapreciating. Yet, I dont know why I still have the need to cling to those people even though i can't find the capacity in my mind to love them or anyone else. And that is who I am. I am me...not you. However, do people see the real me? Or do they just see my face and inside of their minds just imagine someone else totaly diffrent from myself? I want to know what you are thinking...what you are feeling...understand the world from behind your eyes...from your perspective of reality. But in this world, that's nearly impossible...if not completely impossible.
You want to know something about myself? It's a secret...you cant tell. I say I hate many things. But truth be told, I only say this because its something I either want and dont have, or it's something I still don't seem to understand and still strive to, though I just might not ever be able to wrap my mind around it.
From behind the light of my soul, I sit alone waiting for them to come to me...but I still look on...lonely...trapped inside of my own mind.
I wear women's pants...dont let it scare you...i like it and thats all that matters...i guess...right?
My name is kellen...everything else about me is on this page. I like Cadillacs...i guess...
these pictures will also tell you some things about me...these are the things i like...i know not many other people like them but thats ok...if you enjoy these things also tell me... i would like to here of others who have the same interests as me...remember...a picture is worth a thousand words...i guess...
Some pictures are dated...beware
Rei Ayanami
Which Ghostbuster are you?
You are Dr. Peter Venkman! Wise crackin' ladies man, your intelligence is usually overlooked because of your wit and charm. Just remember, you DO have a pHd!
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You Should Travel to Japan
From freak sightings in Harajuku to awesome sashimi, you'll love Japan.
And who knows? You might end up on Japanese TV! What Asian Country Should You Visit?
Just as i suspected...i guess...
I edited my profile with Kellen's Myspace Editor V3.6 !
"What Cadillac R U?"
The Classic : DeVille
It'z a Classic .....wut can i say

A Japanese B5N torpedo bomber destroyed by American warships during the Battle of Midway, 1942.
Japanese Fleet in the Inland Sea (note five aircraft carriers in the photo).
An F4U crash landing on an American Aircraft Carrier.
Japanese Battleships with names next to them.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Audrey Hepburn...really...i guess...and Admiral Issroku Yamamoto

Audrey Hepburn ("Breakfast at Tiffany's")

Admiral Isoroku Yamamoto...he was not so beautiful...but brilliant...

My Blog

Do you kick ___ when ___ fall(s) down?

You laugh about people, who feel so very lonely; there only desire is to die. Well I'm afraid it doesn't make me smile.yo...long time no blog right?...forgive the bad grammar and incorrect spelling......
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 22:15:00 GMT

another one...

hallo again to everyone...its been a while since we chatted hasnt it... well...its almost christmas...the most antisapated holiday of the year in my opinion...let alone the most expensive and mos...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 21:51:00 GMT

This new life of mine...

i have since last talking here moved out of my parartment...i live with my parents again...which isnt all that bad in my opinion.  they aren't that strict, and i have a lot of freedom to do what ...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 17:48:00 GMT

why am i alone...?

Why am i alone...?   ther are many distressed people i see...everyday... i am one... they make me feel sad to see them so sad...i wish i could them...but i cant...instead...i run...because i cant...
Posted by on Wed, 24 May 2006 20:37:00 GMT

Life is...

Life is...i dunno, its life...i guess... I have recently been searching for the answers.  I have not been successful thus far.  It seems like it's just in my grasp when it slips back through...
Posted by on Fri, 28 Apr 2006 14:05:00 GMT

High School: 12th grade

Blog V:  High School Pt. IV:  "Senior Classman Might as Well be a Senior Citizen." by Kellen McGuire My last year of high school was...how can i put it...enlightening.  It was by far my...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Mar 2006 16:37:00 GMT

High School and why i hate...

Blog pt. IV High School pt. 3... Junior Year:  "I Have to Admit (and remember) It's Getting Better All the Time." Junior Year most would say was the most productive year i had academically. ...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Nov 2005 21:25:00 GMT

High School Sucks, fucking goddamn shit pissing snot shitting back stabing Fucking SUCKS!

Bog pt. III High School pt. 2..."Sophmore wise fool...IDIOT!" In Response to my second blog...i will continue my Quartet of high school...starting today with my sophmore year...i guess... Sophmor...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Nov 2005 16:04:00 GMT

Blog pt. II

Blog pt. II Introduction Due to the overwhelming responce to my one and only blog, I have decided to write another, for the entertainment of others, to help people empathise with my situation, an...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Oct 2005 15:22:00 GMT

M First Blog

My first ever blog is an expirement in the field of blog.  it has no subject, so i am going to go on randomly. I am writting this blog rom the computer lab in accademic resourse center on Sac Sta...
Posted by on Wed, 28 Sep 2005 16:28:00 GMT