Joshua HAROLD Allan - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Explaining ME is a hard thing to do. I have to know myself before I can begin epxplaing who I am. All I know is that recently, i have come to realize I am stronger then I thought. I use to be a man that doubted myself, now I know I have a strong head on my shoulders. People come and go and there all walking the same way. Me....I walk a different road. My road is cemented with strong morals that have shaped who I am. My desire to become a man that can support and care for his future family directs me. its a lonely road to walk. only until someone joins you. THIS road I would rather walk. instead of walking with everyone else where its crowded.

Take My Quiz on
QuizYourFriends.com

Can you Ace my quiz?
Yes!
No
Let's Find Out!

My Interests

my truck, guitar hero HAHA, wrestling(MMA style NOT WWE, hanging out with friends

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet someone that is not interested in putting me through hell.

Music:

pretty much anything.

Movies:

300, saw 1-4, war movies, football movies, and anything with a GOOD complicated story no matter the genre

Television:

Ultimate fighter, heroes, power block, espn

Books:

None, I think I might try a book soon I might just like it lol

Heroes:

Anyone willing to put there rights and freedoms on the line for there countries

My Blog

the hands life deals you

My emotions this past month have been very testing for me. ive been stronger than ever, but yet feel the most vulerable in my life. Ive been through a lot of heartaches in the past and didn't handle t...
Posted by Joshua HAROLD Allan on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 10:15:00 PST

Dec. 9th 2007

well im bored as hell again and thought i would write yet another blog. Wow can you believe that life moves this fast? Ive been out of high school now for almost 3 years, THE TIME FLEW. Ive had 3 sta...
Posted by Joshua HAROLD Allan on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 10:59:00 PST

I would like your input

I have always had a dream of opening my own specialty gym in the bay area. I want to know if this is something you would be interested in OR if you think people would buy into this.I want to open a gy...
Posted by Joshua HAROLD Allan on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 12:35:00 PST

blah

i thought i would just update this and tell ppl how things are going.I was permanently disqualified from the marines WITH a waiver. so that means they disqualified me but i can still send my medical r...
Posted by Joshua HAROLD Allan on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 10:11:00 PST

NERVOUS

SO right now I am waiting for my recruiter to call me. We sent all of my paperwork and medical records in and the doc is suppose to get back to me TODAY! he will either say NO i am not eligable or he ...
Posted by Joshua HAROLD Allan on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 10:36:00 PST

1 step forward 2 steps back

So, once again my life couldn't jsut give me a fucking break. I've lost more than 30 pounds, I've improved my run times and my sit ups and pull ups, ive gotten cleared from doctors so that the marine ...
Posted by Joshua HAROLD Allan on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 10:29:00 PST

MARINE UPDATE

so its been almost a month now and I have lost about 20-25 pounds so far for my weight requirment for the marines. its been a tough road but im working my ass off to achieve this goal. The only proble...
Posted by Joshua HAROLD Allan on Sun, 06 May 2007 11:24:00 PST

20 down 20 more to go!!

SO I am now half way to my goal of losing 40 pounds. yesterday i hit the 20 pound mark and hopefully in the next month or two i will be down to 210 MAYBE 200 =). next wednesday I will see the doctor f...
Posted by Joshua HAROLD Allan on Thu, 26 Apr 2007 12:01:00 PST

MARINES

Well I have some good news. well for me at least. I was told that if i get the plates and screws from my back removed i can enlist in the marines. well since ive heard that i have already gotten an ap...
Posted by Joshua HAROLD Allan on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 10:09:00 PST

moving

well people im moving out of my house again and probably for good. My buddy ben and his girlfriend jen and I are moving in together at the durham green apartments on grimmer. It's a 2 bedroom and 2 an...
Posted by Joshua HAROLD Allan on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 08:46:00 PST