can you see what happened? bring forth my twisted and complexed mind, the ideas i hate,And the life i cant live. bring me back to a place that i'm not comfortable. deining my self of anything that matters. why cant i change this? am i incapable of not being afraid? i've been around so much hate that i've started to like it. i like the feeling of pain, the feeling theres nothing to be for. i ponder in my thoughts running circles in my mind. give me sorrow, dont give me anything i want. disalousions of happyness are fake for me. for me this is all to real. the feelings of regret are pathitc. thinking i can change, no i wont, never will i be the person i want to be. it would be wise to forget me. dont even pretend i died forget i ever existed. save your self. all im am is pain. sorrow is all that i can give. bring me the end of life. bury my soul and forget. the curse that is me does not have to be you. i've created the demon that i am. my actions i will pay for. i'll break my neck for my own concous actions. brutaly beating your emotions for fun. i'll destroy you if i love you untill theres nothing left. i'm incapable of forfilling my commitment to you. i'll exploit you in any way i can. know matter what you think i will not change unless you leave. then i'll be in pain swimming in my own selfpity. as you cry i'll smile inside,when you stop my heart will stop. then you'll be gone.
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