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About Me

"Create in me a clean heart, o God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me."
[Psalm 51:10]
.A Diamond In The Rough.
My name's Rachael , though many call me 'baby.' I am currently attending Grossmont College, and plan on transferring to San Diego State later on. I'm honest and sometimes slightly in your face. I'll push your boundaries, and I'm more stubborn than most , but I like it that way. I won't lie to you - which means sometimes you'll hear the truth when you least expect it. I'm not easily provoked or agitated, but I have a sharp tongue when you get on my bad side. Go ahead and judge me; but until you take a step in my shoes, there's no way you could possibly comprehend why I choose to live my life the way I do. I have an immense amount of self-control. I'm very considerate, and supportive, if you'll let me be so. I dont know how to do anything "half-assed," especially love. If you're looking for something conditional, look elsewhere. I know it is impossible to be fully happy with someone else if you aren't fully happy with yourself. I'm not one to be easily forgotten . I'm wise beyond my years and young at heart. I'm only shy at first, and only on occasion. Half the time I could care less. I don't waste time on people who surround themselves with drama and the superfluous. Private profiles are simply obnoxious, in my mind you might as well not even have a MySpace. I'm opinionated, but open-minded and rarely ever judgmental. I'm a firm believer that, if it's love it will always find it's way. Romantic at heart, with realist moments. I try not to get my head stuck in the clouds; however I tend to fall short. I'm the kind of girl you take home to Mom. I have ambitions and goals and I don't plan on letting anyone get in my way. I'm stronger than I let on; I can tell you right now, with me, there's more than meets the eye. I am inimitable .
You'll come to love me
I guarantee it.

My Interests

To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a Heaven in a wildflower.
To hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.
-William Blake.

The Ancient of Days
-William Blake.

I'd like to meet:

Someone Who Can
Put Me In My Place
.AND.

Kids Who Would
DIE
For Love.
Mmm, bby you make me wanna...

Heroes:


He's the only one that will
always forgive me when I fall.
FAMiLY:Mom, Dad, Patrick, Eric, Ryenne, Jaide, Desiree, Uncle Tony. You all have made such a huge impact on my life, & teach me everyday what the meaning of love is. I would never amount to anything in life if it weren't for every one of you. I owe all of my successes to you. I'm so blessed to have you all; to have all of your love. Thank you, for everything.
MiCHELLE: You have the most beautiful spirit out of anyone I've ever met; your love for Christ inspires me to burn for Him more & more every day. You've always been there for me & you understand all aspects of my life in a way that most do not. I love you.
SAMANTHA: You've been my friend & trusted confidant for quite a long time. I'm so proud of you babygirl, it's been such an incredible journey growing up with you, & watching you. Thank you for trusting me, and being someone I can trust. I wish you & Jared the best in life..Love you so much pretty girl, you mean everything to me.
BRiTTNEY: Bbyyy. We have so much fun together; We started off in ELEMENTARY SCHOOL as close friends, and we finished out our Senior year in High School the same way. Here we are, in college, taking a couple courses together, Laughing about EVERYTHiNG and sharing our life stories. You're an incredible girl with an amazing heart and you're so fun to have around. I love you, bbygirl.
ALEX: You have self-control in a way that most do not. And you always manage to be the one who can call me on my bluffs. I like our friendship. Some sort of unspoken understanding of each other. I wish you still lived in SD, cause I miss you when you're gone. Thank you for pushing down my walls, and allowing me to knock down some of yours as well. Hey, I Love you.
DYLANTHE0D0RESMiTH: DYLANNN you are such an amazing guy, I've known you since freshman year, surprisingly, and you are nothing short of incredible. You add comic relief to any situation, and for that I am thankful. You make everyones day THAT much brighter; I love you til the cows come home. =] ps. trip to davis?
MiCKEY: Where to start ... You have bewitched me heart & soul. You finish my sentences & read my mind. You never had to love me, but you do.. & that means more to me than any words could ever say. God has put such a warmth in my heart for you - every road I take leads me straight to you. And I am thankful for that - REGARDLESS of everything we've been through. What doesn't kill us will only make us stronger, woobie. At the end of the day, if I were all alone with no one else to call upon; I know in my heart, no matter what, I will always be able to call upon you. I so look forward to all the possibilities in our future. You know where my heart stands.
Josea 2:19-20
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Love is patient, Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered,it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth. Love always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves.
Love never fails.