it does not matter what she believes, as long as
she believes it will make her happy
i wish i had enough faith in anything to fight you all
i did
once
it was love, and nothing could hurt me
now you can, and i can hurt myself
i want to beg you for help
i want to let you free from memories of me
i need you
totally and utterly mine
or i want you to leave
limbo is not a party game
it is forged notes and quiet apologies
papering over problems and then making new ones
it is everything he never will be
and everything i tried to stop
but pen pals sounds fun
