There are no words to explain the way I love people. They are the most fascinating and precious things on this earth. I fully enjoy getting to know others. And the weirder they are, the better I like them. If I could line up every person on this earth and meet them one by one, know that I would. I thrive on making people who cross my path feel good about their encounter with me. I want them to walk away knowing that I appreciated their conversation, time and being. I was blessed by God with a huge heart. I like to think that most of the time I give everyone the benefit of the doubt...at least the first time around. I dont care what you have or dont have, who you are or are not or what you have done or have not done. I will find love for you. You can be one eyed and legless and I will find something attractive about you. People are people because God has a grand plan for their lives. Whether they chose to follow His path or not, they are still worth loving unconditionally. Through my random encounters with a very complex variety of people, I have learned to love simplicity and individuality. Im not a person with many enemies....I cant think of one. Sure there are people that I dont like to spend time with and that drive me crazy....but no matter why they do, I still cant help but love them in some way shape or form. Its a "burden" I proudly carry. And as much as I love people, living in the same small town all your life, and knowing everyone, has a down side. I cannot ever just run in and out of any store. I bump into people left and right and the next thing I know, Ive been there an hour. That gets tiring. At times, I enjoy hiding away and not seeing anyone. And I have been known to do this for too many days in a row. But I do my thing and eventually surface again for another round of intense socializing. Spiritually: The most important thing in my life is that I use my relationship with Christ to change lives. I want to be used by Him to encourage others to have a more fulfilling life through His blood. Since I was young, I was called into the ministry. For the first time in my life, I not in the ministry. I was on a worship team for the past 17 years of my life and I miss it more than I could ever put into words. The Spirit of Worship takes over and allows me to go somewhere perfect and absolute. I believe that one day, I will be in ministry full time. I feel that God will have me be a speaker/worship leader. And if He leads me in another direction, I will follow that. There are things in my life that have been hindering this calling. I am faithful in believing His plan is greater than my sin and He will use everything I have done and been through for the benefit of His Kingdom. Right now, I am working on strengthening my relationship with Him, to prepare for what He wants me to ultimately do. Status:(UPDATE BELOW) I have fantasized about meeting the right man.....well for as long as I can remember. As a little girl, I thought I would be married by the time I was 18, at the very latest, 19. But turns out...Im a little hard to handle. I can be a challenge. What Im looking for....Im not even certain. I know that the most important thing to me is that he is a Christian first and foremost and would put his relationship with God before he would me. That is just hot!!!! But I do need a man who can understand I have a bit of a wild side. A man who can effortlessly tame me when we are in public but will allow me to unleash it behind closed doors. I have no particular type....I love men of all shapes and sizes. Colors and races. I love men period. I have always been attracted to the bad boy look. Piercings and tattoos always catch my attention but so can a business man in a suit with a briefcase. If the chemistry is there...I honestly dont care what a person looks like. I fall in love with personality and if you have a relationship with God and can make me laugh...chances are, you will get my heart and everything that comes within it.
UPDATE: I am newly committed too pursuing a long lasting relationship with a very special man. He is absolutely everything I have ever prayed for in a husband and everything I forgot to pray for. Each day I get to know him a little better and each day I feel him fittin me more like a glove. I have been lookin for him all my life and feel he is who God has prepared me to spend the rest of my life with. As the relationship progresses so will my updates. I know you are all gonna love him.
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