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Funny how it happens. How things change. You tell yourself that love is for other people. People with soft hearts and fixed addresses. You believe your heart pumps blood. That's it. That sex is a need - like food and water - that people who make it into something else watch too many romantic movies.Intimacy is a word with eight letters.A word with a slight hiss to it.
Apparently by writing something here about myself, it means that in a short paragraph i'm allowing you to find out precisely who I am as a person. Ofcourse, that's impossible. I'm not the same person I was yesterday to the person I am today. Just as tomorrow, with new experiences, I will have changed from who I believe I am at this present moment in time. So really, I can't honestly write everything about myself, because by not knowing what tomorrow will bring, it's unlikely I properly even know myself. I can however, give you the basics. So i'll do that. Make whatever assumptions you like, i'm sure, i've heard and will hear worse.
So, My names Michaella Jade Cannon. I was born on the 25th of October 1990, which makes me nearly 19. I've just finished college, where I studied Photography, Media, English Language and AS English Literature and Law, I wont pretend that I thoroughly enjoyed it because I didn't. My priorities at college were all completely wrong, which probably contributed to the fact I didn't have the best time in the world. I did however, make some good friends, some of whom I hope are going to stay with me in my life for quite some time. I now however, want to go back to college and train as a hairdresser. It's what I want to do with my future, and it's the one thing i've ever been completely excited about doing.
I am single, and i'm getting pretty bored of it now. I'd like to meet a boy who finds my sometimes ridiculous attitude towards life endearing rather than incredibly annoying. I say 'boy' what I really mean is Man, someone who's mature enough not to just want to get his dick wet. I'm done with all that. It's tedious. I'd like someone who doesn't mind that sometimes i'm a twat, just because youth allows me to be.
I used to think that being a self proclaimed cunt made me entirely indistructable. I've realised now that it gets me nowhere. So, genuinely i'm pretty much nice to everyone. Although, I wont lie, I do take to some types of people more than others. That's a personal choice though, and i'm not about trying to throw my opinions down other peoples throats. My mum still thinks i'm a horrible person however, a 'nasty piece of work' - and to be fair, if I feel I have enough reason, I will shit all over your life. Basically, I just have the worst temper sometimes. :)
So, you've read all that now, apparently, i'm well aware not many people would have got that far. I wont act like i'm bothered. I've done exactly the same before.
love it.
mmmmmmmmm. everythings a'ight
Within companionship there is still dispairity; within intimacy there is still isolation and within love there remains uncertainty. That is not a message of dispair, but a simple truth about the complex nature of human relationships. It's what keeps life interesting. Leaving room for our fantasies and accomodating our failures.
