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Lucky Misery ÏŸÏŸ RIP BlueBerry ÏŸÏŸ I Love You Ba

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About Me

Hmm Where to start...Where to start? Im Lucky. Born in LV-Raised in No-Wheres-ville Wisconsin-aka Medford. Redneck Country Girl with something distinctly Punk Rock! Im a Birth Mother and a Mommy and a Mommy to Be currently again. My kids are my greatest joy but also been the worst sorrows when Ive lost them. I went into remission from RCC-type of kidney cancer-August 13th, 2008. Got married, and divorced. Been addicted to everything and anything worth the high in Wonderland....currently finding my damn way out of the Rabbit Hole. Wanna do the Nursing School thing or EMT...Or at least I figure I do. Have a Gorgeous wife Robin. Im 24. Pretty well adjusted coming from a drug addicted psycho prostitute from NYC. My Daddy isnt so bad-10yrs after he kicked my ass across the country we are finally getting back on track. All in all Im pretty fucking happy these days...Creepy.
~~~{VERITAS}~~~ "And Shepherds we shall be For thee, my Lord, for thee. Power hath descended forth from Thy hand Our feet may swiftly carry out Thy commands. So we shall flow a river forth to Thee And teeming with souls shall it ever be. In Nomeni Patri Et Fili Spiritus Sancti."
"Two roads diverged in a wood,And I took the one less traveled by, And that has made my life all the different. ~~Robert Frost

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Im down to meet anyone thats not gonna start some damn drama-Im so over that shit. Not looking to get hook up or that bullshit. Be honest with me and I will be with you. Pretty damn simple.

My pirate name is: Bloody Bess Kidd Every pirate lives for something different. For some, it's the open sea. For others (the masochists), it's the food. For you, it's definitely the fighting. Even though you're not always the traditional swaggering gallant, your steadiness and planning make you a fine, reliable pirate. Arr! Get your own pirate name from fidius.org.

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Which Random Irish Gaelic Phrase Are You?

Pog mo thoin
Pog mo thoin - 'Kiss my ass.'You're one tough bastard, and if anyone doesn't like it, they can kiss your ass. You enjoy fighting and causing grievous bodily harm. Hey! What are you lookin' at, punk?

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My Blog

Birth Mothers Are Mothers Too!!

I usually post this at midnite between the Saturday-Which is Birthmothers Day and Sunday-Traditional Mothers Day. Im alittle late but here you go!! REPOST THIS FOR ANYONE YOU KNOW WHO GAVE UP A BABY T...
Posted by on Sun, 10 May 2009 01:22:00 GMT

The Chance With In...

So its been determined that there is a chance that my baby may not be dead after all. The doctors lied that the pregnancy was Etopic and thus never should have given me the chemo medication to break u...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Mar 2009 15:43:00 GMT

Mistakes We Were Making

Cuz this is exactly what we were doing and we both knew it. Im so sorry now the consequences come at the expense of someone who doesnt deserve that from us. Fuck ...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jan 2009 12:49:00 GMT

I miss him

I really really really do. But hes not here with me. He's far away trying to figure it all out while Im here doing the same thing I guess. I never did anything wrong as far as I know but I guess he th...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jan 2009 13:51:00 GMT

For My Muse

Your face.Your voice.Your flaws.Your simplistic perfection.Your stupid little grin.Everything about you.In my mind it Floods.Hopes long since forgotten.Emotions, thoughts, actions.Doubts, fears, confu...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 16:08:00 GMT

For Vegas

I thought maybe just maybe life could be different this time. Happier.Proper. Everything I had been missing. I guess not. Robin my love you were wrong about Tommie being a good m...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Jan 2009 23:34:00 GMT

Pain-----Updated

Posted Febuary 10, 2008Pain. It tears. It numbs. It forces back the things we most want to forget. My best friend lost his love yesterday. She was in a motorcycle accident earlier in the week and pa...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 17:48:00 GMT

I think Im Happy

Or at least I know I will be. Im in a bad spot I know this. The insanity that is my life and a baby on the way. But I have watched some of the strongest people I know overcome worse odds, some in just...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jan 2009 11:19:00 GMT

Ive lost visitation with my daughter Emily....

For those who have probably been wondering what Ive been doing and dealing with things have come to pass I wont be able to see my daughter Emily any more for the next few years. I gave her u...
Posted by on Thu, 13 Nov 2008 19:34:00 GMT

Id Almost Forgotten Submission

Out of the deep dark blue my Templar called me today. Id grown to accept that there wasnt much of a place for me in his world and figured my communications would be few and far between. He called to c...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 18:15:00 GMT