Hello my name Chantal, I'm a very sweet loving person but I was always that way, But when things in your life change you being to change.I never really knew what one of my good friends were going through when their baby went to heaven to be with the Lord until I My beautiful Daughter joined thier son in heaven.You never know what God has in store for your life or what kind of twist and turns you my experience, but i do know one thing for sure all you mothers that think your children are going to be here forever your wrong,because God has the final say. so you need to love and cerrish the time you have with them, don't just take it for granted that you have enough time to spend with them because they could be here today and gone tomorrow not only them, the same goes for you too. This messege is not here to make anyone mad it here to make you wake up. God love and he want you to make the right choices.So people love one another and treat each with love and kindess not hate. I thank God I still have my son,he doesn't replace the whole in my heart for my daughter but he a the best baby you can ask for.