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Jordan

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About Me


Me, I love everything. Music, poetry, art, games (not really into video games), etc. It's all wonderful, so let's share? I am a pretty basic person, just some large thoughts. These lyrics are probably the best way to describe me:
Tool - Lateralus
I embrace my desire to
feel the rhythm, to feel connected
enough to step aside and weep like a widow
to feel inspired, to fathom the power,
to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain,
to swing on the spiral
of our divinity and still be a human.
Passion...
The reason why I find passion within life is because I have chosen to question, to engage my unconscious mind to a matter of will. Through out the ages, what is presented to reality is accepted, and from this acceptance is collective conformity. When you question authority, what is around you, you become individualized but willing in unconsciousness to share in the ideals of the random, chaos. And to experience passion is much different than being intellectual or emotional, because you have bridged the psyche in a way to perceive through understanding – transcended consciousness, a higher level of psyche.
You hear music and understand without words, you see art and understand without words, because the universe does not have a language. It is never partial...
Reality is just perception and when new or alternative sensations breach our reality, our brain works to protect reality, so that chaos, truth, our existence is masked and reality continues to be imposed unconsciously. Breaking past these limitations is what brings us to be passionate, reality is then sent to the back instead of the front; it is no longer the beginning of perception, it is just a part of perception. We can furthermore embrace passion because we have our own reality without limitations and have no need for the solid institution of “creation and limitation” that trends and other aspects have become...
All of passion’s real pieces are truth, love, and freedom. So be passionate with every breath.
King Crimson (Words by Peter Sinfield), In the Court of the Crimson King, an observation by King Crimson, "Epitaph"
The wall on which the prophets wrote
Is cracking at the seams.
Upon the instruments of death
The sunlight brightly gleams.
When every man is torn apart
With nightmares and with dreams,
Will no one lay the laurel wreath
As silence drowns the screams.
Between the iron gates of fate,
The seeds of time were sown,
And watered by the deeds of those
Who know and who are known;
Knowledge is a deadly friend
When no one sets the rules.
The fate of all mankind I see
Is in the hands of fools.
Confusion will be my epitaph.
As I crawl a cracked and broken path
If we make it we can all sit back
and laugh.
But I fear tomorrow I'll be crying,
Yes I fear tomorrow I'll be crying.

My Interests

Check out my brother's myspace for his rap group Royal Family and his record company Royal Family Records. He's Dough.

Check out Goldem Death Music! It's amazing and good for the soul.

SHSTL (Super Happy Story Time Land)... Listen for hugs...

Music:



Honest and passionate music. That's all that matters.

Music list version 6.16: I just realized I actually forgot Jimi Hendrix and Stevie Ray Vaughan in my music list. I am sorry guys, I hope you forgive me.

Cat Stevens, Tool, Crass, Pink Floyd, King Crimson, The Doors, Danzig, The Cult, Black Sabbath (Best rock'n'roll, PERIOD!), James Blunt, Credence Clearwater Revival, Neil Young, Corrine Bailey Rae, Aleka's Attic, Otis Redding, Nina Simone, Masters of Reality, Steve Vai, The Cure, Living Legends, America, David Bowie, Nick Drake, E.L.O., Robert Johnson, Howlin' Wolf, The Mars Volta, Led Zeppelin, Immortal Technique, Dough's Royal Family, Coldplay, Cat Power (absolutely amazing), The Muse, Tori Amos, Dredg, Primus, Matisyahu, Joy Division, The Mob, Southern Death Cult, Portishead, Mono, Mad Season, Bauhaus, Architecture In Helsinki,The Rubouts, King Diamond, Subhumans, Billy Idol, The Unseen, Audioslave, Bang Sugar Bang, Mac Dre, Aerosmith, Dinosaur Jr., The Adicts, A Perfect Circle, Alice In Chains, Amon Amarth, Dream Theater, Iron Maiden, Shadows Fall, Husker Du, NOFX, AFI, Katatonia, Stone Sour, Slipknot, Slayer, DWR (Rip), Metallica, Atreyu, Hatebreed, Stone Temple Pilots, Rush, Anathema, Incubus, Dead Kennedys, Dresden Dolls, Iced Earth (Cover CDs), Pennywise, G.G. Allin, Oasis, John Lennon, Tongue and Groove, Pearl Jam, Phish, X, Buzzcocks, Bad Brains, Fear, MuDvAyNe, The Exploited, Megadeth, System of a Down, The Misfits, The Beatles, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Mahivishnu Orchestra, David Gilmour's new solo CD, and a crap load more.

Rap:
Mac Dre, Living Legends, Immortal Technique, Lil Wayne, Jay-Z, Yukmouth, Mistah Fab, Outkast, Ludacris, Non Phixion, Ill Bill, etc.

Movies:

Drama or emotionally moving movies:
What Dreams May Come, Dracula, Finding Neverland, The Count of Monte Cristo, A River Runs Through It, The Legends of the Fall, A Love Song For Bobby Long, Fried Green Tomatoes, Black Snake Moan, Total Eclipse, Benny & Joon, V For Vendetta (L For Liberal, one angry person called it), The Prophecy, Gattaca, Dogfight, Across The Universe etc...

Crazy Movies:
My Own Private Idaho, A Clock Work Orange, The Wall, BladeRunner, 12 Monkeys, etc.

Because I'm a Guy:
300, 300, 300, 300, The Lord of the Rings Trilogy, The Gladiator, The Matrix Trilogy, Dune, Ultraviolet, Equilibrium, EVERY STARWARS, The 5th Element, etc...

Comedy:
Super Bad, Anchorman, Wedding Crashers, 40 Year Old Virgin, anything Will Ferrel, etc...

Television:

Scrubs and more scrubs. The Sopranos, Frasier, Seinfeld, My Name is Earl, South Park, The Simpsons. Family Guy's funny, but a tad not my style I guess. I do like it, I just don't ever sit down on my own and watch it.

Books:

General Books:
A Clock Work Orange by Anthony Burgess
The Wheel of Time by Robert Jordan

Spiritual/Religious
Mitakuye Oyasin, by Ehanamani (Dr A.C. Ross)
The Case for Christ, by Lee Strobel
The Secret Teachings of All Ages, by Manly P. Hall
The Book of Runes, by Ralph H. Blum
DMT: The Spirit Molecule, by Dr. Rick Strassman.

Philosophical/Poetic Books:
Death: Philosophical Soundings, by Herbert Fingarette
Cathedrals of France, by Auguste Rodin.
Symbols of Freemasonry, by Daniel Beresniak

Percussion Books:
Syncopation for the Modern Drummer, by Ted Reed
Stick Control, by George Lawrence Stone
Advanced Techniques for the Modern Drummer, by Jim Chapin
Doublebass Drumming, by Joe Franco
Solos:
&nbsp&nbsp -2040's Sortie, by Alan Abel
&nbsp&nbsp -Times are Changing, by Todd Ukena
&nbsp&nbsp -Tornado, by Mitch Markovich
&nbsp&nbsp -Legend of a Two-Eyed Soldier, by Edward Freytag

Role Playing Games
Dungeons and Dragons (2nd, 3, and 3.5)
Vampire: The Requiem
Mage: The Awakening
Werewolf: The Forsaken
Shadowrun
Everyway
Hero System
Legend of the Five Rings

Heroes:

Great Drummers:
Danny Carey, Dave Weckl, Billy Ward, Buddy Rich, Ginger Baker, Louie Bellson, John Bonham, Terry Bozzio, Billy Cobham, Gene Krupa, Steve Gadd, Lionel Hampton, Papa Jo Jones.... Much much more.

My Blog

Conjuration

This one has a great thought to it. I started it such a long time ago, but the last stanza has fought with me for too long, and I finally just finished it -- hopefully that is. Thank you, PEACE.Conjur...
Posted by Jordan on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 02:07:00 PST

Where are my wolves?

I will probably redo this one I think, but right now I like it mostly. It just doesn’t feel like it should yet. It’s hard to explain, but in truth it feels like a rough draft. It’s l...
Posted by Jordan on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 04:48:00 PST

Prophecy of the Raven

This is hopefully the final copy unless I read it tomorrow and don't like it, like I did with the last time I posted this. The line "Thank you oh Lord, for the white blind light" is a direct quote of ...
Posted by Jordan on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 05:54:00 PST

Of the Dawn, P II

Of the Dawn, P II (This is not chronological, 'cause this is the ending)"Did I find the Dawn?" the Wizard paused.What I can tell you,it is serendipity we touch starsorfind the Dawn.We live insouciant ...
Posted by Jordan on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 01:02:00 PST

Another Sun

Another SunI might once againsee this African Sunof hearthstonewhere lioness roam.This man is no hunter;has no weapons,opaque or hyaline masquerade,only armed withheart and word.With not a wishto kill...
Posted by Jordan on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 12:27:00 PST

What are Jackals?

What are Jackals?Jackals are bornin the night,but run for the Dawn.Jackals run and run,building themselveswith pieces of song.Jackals really tryto reach color-lit sky,but in the end, the chase is too ...
Posted by Jordan on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 12:25:00 PST

Solstice (Winter) I

Solstice (Winter) IOld love from fallen kingdomsand the other landsits in familiar halls.Without me,it’s slumber whocovers the white walls.I know,I cannot bemuch longer alone;ready to cross thev...
Posted by Jordan on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 03:09:00 PST

Faulty Sailing

Faulty SailingI would like no moreto do with these unworthypirates, giving awayknowledge of treasure.They work in smiles and fancy,with grins close to treachery  burring gold in deep treasuries;glad ...
Posted by Jordan on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 03:06:00 PST

Untitled

When I was young, I saw the Devil; he came cloaked in vestige, speaking some argotic chant. As I've come to know his language in whims, he has taught me knowledge is vincible, wearing no armor; only m...
Posted by Jordan on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 03:04:00 PST

Wakan Tanka, a Humble Thought

Wakan Tanka, a Humble ThoughtToo much now,we speak in the words of the dead;our voice is unversedwith life any more.Few can understand the pithof the deads' language;too many have forsakenthe role of ...
Posted by Jordan on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 02:57:00 PST