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whateverlife.com I'm going to be genuine guys- I'm simply an eighteen year-old girl with dreams that go beyond where I'm at. I smile, I dance, I giggle, I talk to myself, and I read.
Each person has a beautiful quality to them. Let's get to know each other. You'll get nervous, I'll cancel plans. But once we get past that awkward stage, it could actually be pretty cool.
So I think you're worth it. Ready Set Go.
? I’m a one-boy girl. None of this no strings attached business and such. If you want me- you’ve got me--- and just me.
? Single men do NOT purchase crocs. Believe me, I sit at a stupid kiosk waiting, everyday.
? I really like you if I call or text right after seeing you. FYI: the sooner I call, the stronger the attachment.
? I am a hopeless romantic. Seriously, even the cheesy angel pick-up lines get me… hardcore.
? I wear colours because I believe that they smile at people.
? Cuddle buddies for LIFE: Zach, Chris, Sarahhhh, Dan,Ally, Gavin, Will, and Tanner. Oh yeah, you flippin’ know it.
? Just gonna let you know. This list- if you don't like it... well... then we prolly shouldn't be friends and that's really too bad. So be happy. Read, smile and eat chocolate.
? My friends are all beautiful, more beautiful than any shining star or any achievement of mine. The fact that they call me friend is an honor. One that I would die for before I ruined it.
? Too many times I feel like a cheap immitation of something I've seen or heard before. One of my biggest fears is being called fake. The other is that being true. I want to be genuine.
? I get frustrated sometimes with how enthused I get with certain things. I feel stupid too much for my liking.
? Respect me. Me includes my heart, my mind, my future husband, my freedom, my friends, my God, and my decisions. It'll be returned 10-fold.
? Volume usually indicates how much fun I'm having. Oh, my pinkish-flushed color too. That and how photogenic I am at the time- if I look like crap in pictures, I'm having a blasttt. lol- it's totally true. Just look at my farewell party.
? Anything that involves calling back- I suck at. I do try my best tho.
? I love to sew and most recently, work with hemp.
? I'm deathly afraid of calling too much. ? I like it when people call me. ? Men should be men and be STRONG. You are fully capable of having ANYTHING you want. Lack of strength in any form- character, integerity, personality, spirit- is the most unattractive thing on the planet. Ever. So be attractive. Be strong. Ok? ? I find myself fully entertaining. I talk to myself. We share jokes. There is nothing wrong with this. I know myself rather well. lol. Now I just sound crazy. ? I am a Disney Child. I have all the classics on tape and my favorite Disney songs are my ipod.
? I am secure about myself... but I still ask those stupid questions, like 'can i dance', 'what do you see in me', and the worst--- 'do i look okay'. The reason for that, unfortunately, is i --- lol, i want your attention. Never in a bad way, I'm pretty sure. FYI: Want to sweep me off my feet? Notice me and then TELL me.
? I've always been the someone to call; never the one called. I'd like that to change. *nose scruntch*
? When it comes to parking lots, unless there are cars in the way--- there are no lines.
? I Love kissing. But when I kiss someone, I'm trying to tell them with each one how much they mean to me. So it def. sucks when they're just into my lips, not my feelings.
? I get sick every year- like this dizzying-can't-stand-straight sick. Everytime I think I'm going to die, and everytime I'm spared that quick fate. Darn.
? I honestly believe that if Gerald Bulter, Mel Gibson, Jonny Depp, or Orlando Bloom were to meet me- they would fall in love and want to whisk me away. Now what I wonder is whether I would accept or not...
? I have two trademark faces: the lip curl and the nose scrunch. You should ask to see them sometime.
? I eat when I am happy. I don’t when I’m sad. It never fails.
? The fact is, if I call you my friend- then my decision to love you has been made. No matter what happens between us- no matter the emotions shut off or turned on- my decision about you has been made and it will not change.
? It’s been a very BAD day if you see me in a sweatshirt (of my own) or sweatpants. Doesn’t matter a lick if they’re cute.
? Unfortunately, I like to pop zits. It's embarrassing- but true.
? I get attached fast. I also detach quickly, if something makes me go cold. Then no matter what goes on that first emotion won’t return.
? I like dried banana chips, but really hate bananas.
? Beautiful is the target, sexy is not. I’d rather sexy be the aftermath of something really cute. I don’t want your lust, I’d like your love. Devotion not obsession.
? My cat snores and I snort. It's a loving and cherishing relationship.
? I am connected to my ipod. Really there was an operation and now it has to be within ten feet of me or I selfcombust. Now that'd be an awkward situation.
? I’m always nervous around new people, no matter how I act. I want you to like me and eventually fall in love with me, because if I’m nervous around you- then I’ve decided you’re worth everything I’ve got.
? I’m devoted.
? Looking good isn’t a vanity thing- it’s a respect thing. I wake up and put on my face because you and the rest of the world are worth it to look good for. I like you guys, I want you to see the best of me.
? I’m a chronic over-sleeper.
? I also am a faithful believer of the ‘5 minutes more’ rule.
? When I ask how far away something is, I want to know time- not distance. That’s just another step to figuring out how long it’ll take to get from here to you.
? I plan to get a tattoo and about three piercings rather soon.
? I am never on time. And I DO try.
? I don’t respect bad parents. Even if it’s hard- you need to do it right. Be patient- don’t scar your kids.
? I want to be a stay-home mother someday.
? I plan to have a husband and be his perfect , little wife someday.
? I have passion for my future bistro- that's right--- bistro.
? I name all things inanimate that are close to me. Examples: My car’s name is Eddy. My ipod is Mak. My piggy bank is Pleasant.
? I read romance novels and I’m not embarrassed.
? Flowers can fix everything and say anything--- my favorite's roses, lol.
? If I’m really upset with you- I’ll misspell your name and/or not capitalize it.
? I call everyone sweetheart, sweetie, and hun. It’s when I actually use your name that you know I’m into you.
? I think drive-by hugs and visiting people at work are possibly the sweetest things that you could ever do for someone... I mean other than taking them out to eat.
? I love smiling. I smile so much that I already have wrinkles.
? I will talk to anyone and give out my phone number to most anybody. The difference is whether you stay in my contacts or if I pick up.
? My cat’s name is Pickle.
? I create music videos in my head.
? I like brown, natural eyeliner more than black- though I always end up in the latter.
? I listen to 80’s and 90’s music. Worse yet, I cried when Lance Bass came out.
? I am 4’ 11.
? I dye my hair.
? I say 'fall in love with me' A LOT. But what you need to know is that it usually isn't a romantic love that I want--- what I've come to realize is that the thing that everyone needs and looks for is a deep abiding security that the person who they call friend wouldn't leave for any reason. That's the love I seek. The unconditional kind.
? I’m a bi-polar cleaner and cook.
? I suddenly am a jerk-magnet. If you don't think dancing in a circle is beautiful or don't want to talk about the future and don't like sunny days- there is so much to life. enjoy it. and let me enjoy mine.
? I’m a sucker for cute, fluffy animals.
? Life is, was, and always will be a God thing. A God reason.
? I am a thrift store girl; I'm happy to be cheap and find things with character.
? I have guilt attacks when I buy things that are not on sale.
? I wish I was more hardcore than I am. But at the same time, I wouldn’t sacrifice my bubbly smile for anything.
? Me being me doesn't have to change you being you. I am what I am- appeciate me and help me grow- I'll do the same for you.
? I read Sci-Fi novels. Yes, I am a nerd.
? I’m a theater geek and a damn good one too.
? I put newspaper on my walls and paste my favorite magazine photos to it, so I’ll know how to combine clothing.
? I’m obsessed with dressing and making things from scratch. Let me cook for you!
? I am the only one on the planet who goes to the public library.
? I will do anything to make you happy. Be there for me and I promise I’ll always be there for you.
? I admit I suck at calling back when I’m busy.
? I wear an eyemask when I sleep.
? I dream romantically.
? If I like you a lot and in the best way possible- I’ll ask you to go camping with me. I hate camping, but I believe it’s an ultimately bonding experience. If I want you to go with me- you know I want to get closer to you.
Too many times have I judged myself finished or done. I’m not done, I’m not finished. I’m enjoying life for what it is. I have convictions. I do wish more solid lines, but sometimes that’s just not possible. So these are my basics. The things that, so far, have become solid. Okay guys, now let’s all go camping. ? I’m a one-boy girl. None of this no strings attached business and such. If you want me- you’ve got me--- and just me. ? Single men do NOT purchase crocs. Believe me, I sit at a stupid kiosk waiting, everyday. ? I really like you if I call or text right after seeing you. FYI: the sooner I call, the stronger the attachment. ? I am a hopeless romantic. Seriously, even the cheesy angel pick-up lines get me… hardcore. ? I wear colours because I believe that they smile at people. ? Cuddle buddies for LIFE: Zach, Chris, Sarahhhh, Dan,Ally, Gavin, Will, and Tanner. Oh yeah, you flippin’ know it. ? Just gonna let you know. This list- if you don't like it... well... then we prolly shouldn't be friends and that's really too bad. So be happy. Read, smile and eat chocolate. ? My friends are all beautiful, more beautiful than any shining star or any achievement of mine. The fact that they call me friend is an honor. One that I would die for before I ruined it. ? Too many times I feel like a cheap immitation of something I've seen or heard before. One of my biggest fears is being called fake. The other is that being true. I want to be genuine. ? I get frustrated sometimes with how enthused I get with certain things. I feel stupid too much for my liking. ? Respect me. Me includes my heart, my mind, my future husband, my freedom, my friends, my God, and my decisions. It'll be returned 10-fold. ? Volume usually indicates how much fun I'm having. Oh, my pinkish-flushed color too. That and how photogenic I am at the time- if I look like crap in pictures, I'm having a blasttt. lol- it's totally true. Just look at my farewell party. ? Anything that involves calling back- I suck at. I do try my best tho. ? I love to sew and most recently, work with hemp. ? I'm deathly afraid of calling too much. ? I like it when people call me. ? Men should be men and be STRONG. You are fully capable of having ANYTHING you want. Lack of strength in any form- character, integerity, personality, spirit- is the most unattractive thing on the planet. Ever. So be attractive. Be strong. Ok? ? I find myself fully entertaining. I talk to myself. We share jokes. There is nothing wrong with this. I know myself rather well. lol. Now I just sound crazy. ? I am a Disney Child. I have all the classics on tape and my favorite Disney songs are my ipod. ? I am secure about myself... but I still ask those stupid questions, like 'can i dance', 'what do you see in me', and the worst--- 'do i look okay'. The reason for that, unfortunately, is i --- lol, i want your attention. Never in a bad way, I'm pretty sure. FYI: Want to sweep me off my feet? Notice me and then TELL me. ? I've always been the someone to call; never the one called. I'd like that to change. *nose scruntch* ? When it comes to parking lots, unless there are cars in the way--- there are no lines. ? I Love kissing. But when I kiss someone, I'm trying to tell them with each one how much they mean to me. So it def. sucks when they're just into my lips, not my feelings. ? I get sick every year- like this dizzying-can't-stand-straight sick. Everytime I think I'm going to die, and everytime I'm spared that quick fate. Darn. ? I honestly believe that if Gerald Bulter, Mel Gibson, Jonny Depp, or Orlando Bloom were to meet me- they would fall in love and want to whisk me away. Now what I wonder is whether I would accept or not... ? I have two trademark faces: the lip curl and the nose scrunch. You should ask to see them sometime. ? I eat when I am happy. I don’t when I’m sad. It never fails. ? The fact is, if I call you my friend- then my decision to love you has been made. No matter what happens between us- no matter the emotions shut off or turned on- my decision about you has been made and it will not change. ? It’s been a very BAD day if you see me in a sweatshirt (of my own) or sweatpants. Doesn’t matter a lick if they’re cute.? Unfortunately, I like to pop zits. It's embarrassing- but true. ? I get attached fast. I also detach quickly, if something makes me go cold. Then no matter what goes on that first emotion won’t return. ? I like dried banana chips, but really hate bananas. ? Beautiful is the target, sexy is not. I’d rather sexy be the aftermath of something really cute. I don’t want your lust, I’d like your love. Devotion not obsession. ? My cat snores and I snort. It's a loving and cherishing relationship. ? I am connected to my ipod. Really there was an operation and now it has to be within ten feet of me or I selfcombust. Now that'd be an awkward situation. ? I’m always nervous around new people, no matter how I act. I want you to like me and eventually fall in love with me, because if I’m nervous around you- then I’ve decided you’re worth everything I’ve got. ? I’m devoted. ? Looking good isn’t a vanity thing- it’s a respect thing. I wake up and put on my face because you and the rest of the world are worth it to look good for. I like you guys, I want you to see the best of me. ? I’m a chronic over-sleeper. ? I also am a faithful believer of the ‘5 minutes more’ rule. ? When I ask how far away something is, I want to know time- not distance. That’s just another step to figuring out how long it’ll take to get from here to you. ? I plan to get a tattoo and about three piercings rather soon. ? I am never on time. And I DO try. ? I don’t respect bad parents. Even if it’s hard- you need to do it right. Be patient- don’t scar your kids. ? I want to be a stay-home mother someday. ? I plan to have a husband and be his perfect , little wife someday. ? I have passion for my future bistro- that's right--- bistro. ? I name all things inanimate that are close to me. Examples: My car’s name is Eddy. My ipod is Mak. My piggy bank is Pleasant. ? I read romance novels and I’m not embarrassed. ? Flowers can fix everything and say anything--- my favorite's roses, lol. ? If I’m really upset with you- I’ll misspell your name and/or not capitalize it. ? I call everyone sweetheart, sweetie, and hun. It’s when I actually use your name that you know I’m into you. ? I think drive-by hugs and visiting people at work are possibly the sweetest things that you could ever do for someone... I mean other than taking them out to eat. ? I love smiling. I smile so much that I already have wrinkles. ? I will talk to anyone and give out my phone number to most anybody. The difference is whether you stay in my contacts or if I pick up. ? My cat’s name is Pickle. ? I create music videos in my head. ? I like brown, natural eyeliner more than black- though I always end up in the latter. ? I listen to 80’s and 90’s music. Worse yet, I cried when Lance Bass came out. ? I am 4’ 11. ? I dye my hair. ? I say 'fall in love with me' A LOT. But what you need to know is that it usually isn't a romantic love that I want--- what I've come to realize is that the thing that everyone needs and looks for is a deep abiding security that the person who they call friend wouldn't leave for any reason. That's the love I seek. The unconditional kind. ? I’m a bi-polar cleaner and cook. ? I suddenly am a jerk-magnet. If you don't think dancing in a circle is beautiful or don't want to talk about the future and don't like sunny days- there is so much to life. enjoy it. and let me enjoy mine. ? I’m a sucker for cute, fluffy animals. ? Life is, was, and always will be a God thing. A God reason. ? I am a thrift store girl; I'm happy to be cheap and find things with character. ? I have guilt attacks when I buy things that are not on sale. ? I wish I was more hardcore than I am. But at the same time, I wouldn’t sacrifice my bubbly smile for anything. ? Me being me doesn't have to change you being you. I am what I am- appeciate me and help me grow- I'll do the same for you. ? I read Sci-Fi novels. Yes, I am a nerd. ? I’m a theater geek and a damn good one too. ? I put newspaper on my walls and paste my favorite magazine photos to it, so I’ll know how to combine clothing. ? I’m obsessed with dressing and making things from scratch. Let me cook for you! ? I am the only one on the planet who goes to the public library. ? I will do anything to make you happy. Be there for me and I promise I’ll always be there for you. ? I admit I suck at calling back when I’m busy. ? I wear an eyemask when I sleep. ? I dream romantically. ? If I like you a lot and in the best way possible- I’ll ask you to go camping with me. I hate camping, but I believe it’s an ultimately bonding experience. If I want you to go with me- you know I want to get closer to you.Too many times have I judged myself finished or done. I’m not done, I’m not finished. I’m enjoying life for what it is. I have convictions. I do wish more solid lines, but sometimes that’s just not possible. So these are my basics. The things that, so far, have become solid. Okay guys, now let’s all go camping.

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I doubt College can Be a Real Band-Aid.

But it's certainly soothing right now.   Just get to college. Get to college and be the beautiful person you are.Were. Are. Were. ARE. were. AREEEEE. well... at least I can admit to needing to wo...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 23:03:00 GMT

What really makes me upset...

Is when you don't have any idea what's going on inside my head.I really don't even think you care. ooo good line"I felt a power in me at that sound that the crowd makes. I want to have the sound."- Ic...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 19:40:00 GMT

Send ME to COLLEGE!

When children are young, they dream. In their adolescence, kids wander around their neighborhoods thinking of what will come next when they're older. I was no different. I walked around the downtown p...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jan 2008 10:28:00 GMT

Well Shoot.

It's one oclock. Or nearly. And I miss home. Dearly.Spent most of the night talking to Zac. and then read Sarah's note to Vinea. She wrote a lot of new names down for the youth group.As I was reading ...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 23:07:00 GMT

Can i just annouce: Homecoming is ridiculous.

and i would just like to say that NO ONE going to De Pere High school is actually missing out on ANYTHING.if i hadn't bought the dress- i wouldn't be going. drama doesn't follow me - it rides on my ba...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 16:05:00 GMT

People are the Key.

I talked to someone tonight that changed the way I look at things. Also.... i'm currently trying to force myself to read a book... it's called 'new way to be human'. in it, this man talks about a conc...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 22:29:00 GMT

An ache in my heart... well maybe just my foot.

it's upsetting when you know that you are in a totally different place than the person you allow yourself with. there were so many you's in that sentence i don't even think it made sense--- so let me...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 21:28:00 GMT

a valid subject line.

all of my life. i have been hiding. wishing there was someone just like you. now that you're here. now that i've found you....can i let you be the one to pull me through?come pull me through.come pull...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 23:21:00 GMT

I just bit my tongue.

Seriously. It hurt somewhat. But to the point of things>>>> I realized last night how much I do NOT want to date. I think about it& constantlynot the whiny 'I wish I had a boyfriend', but the 'I mis...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 11:54:00 GMT

Summer Confessions

it truly is nearly the end of summer.it's really truly nearly over... i am really-truly-nearly relieved because----can i tell you.... well, i'm going to.This summer has been... an amazing lesson. Not ...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 01:13:00 GMT