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Mary aka Beautiful Disaster

Bring on the GOOD HURT....

About Me


What can I say? I'm 31 years young, proud BBW.
A pretty chill kind of person but can be very dramatic at times....I admit it. I try not to be but it happens. I love to laugh and make others laugh. I love being in the company of family and great friends. I have many obsessive compulsions lol. I can be a little psycho when it comes to them but I can usually get over it. I'm of Apostolic faith, returning to my walk with God. It's not an easy road to walk on but it is the most rewarding and satisfying. It's a sacrifice but nothing comparing to what my God went through for me and you. I don't claim to be perfect and neither do I want to be. I like being rough around the edges, I love that I'm a rebel in many ways and that I'm not afraid to stand up for what I believe in and for the people I love. I'm many things, can be many things but if I'm not true to who I am then I am no one. I love being me. I love being Mary the thinker, the analyzer, the poet, the lover, the singer, the OCD freak, the rebel, the loyal, loving friend, the comedian, the curvy-sassy-mama I can be. I love me because I am loved by the Creator and His love is ultimate and ever lasting. So, I am a happy, blessed gal. Amen! If you want to know more feel free to ask. I don't mind sharing. (If you have yahoo messenger you can find me under sxdxgirl1314) I LOVE DOLPHINS!
BREAST CANCER AWARENESS!
LYMPHOMA AWARENESS!
THERE IS NO CANCER, NO ILLNESS OR DISEASE GOD CAN'T CURE! AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY HOMETOWN HIGHLAND PARK, THE HLP.

My Interests



Music is a huge part of my life. It's what keeps me sane and makes me smile when all else fails. My family and friends have my heart, they are very important to me and I put them before anything. I love to read and write poetry. I love all things vintage and medieval. I'm a huge nature junkie. I love the outdoors and prefer the beach or mountains over any concrete jungle. I'm into classic and muscle cars, car shows and anything that has to do with restoration. A huge part of my life is my faith and being connected to God and what He has in stored for me and my ministry. I'm no saint, perfect and holy but I'm working hard to be a better person, stronger in my walk with God and a blessing to others. And I LOVE DOLPHINS!
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I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet people that have fire in their veins. New and old friends. People that are passionate and outgoing, that are loving, caring, warm and understanding. Those that give themselves without reservations for a good cause. Those that love the Lord and are not embarrassed of it. Those that are proud to say I AM A CHRISTIAN! I love meeting people that are genuinely caring and are concerned about what others go through. People that say they are willing to help and follow through, loyal and honest people. I basically love meeting people who stand up for Jesus, make a difference, who have a fire inside and are not affraid to let it burn, who embrace their flame. I would love to meet you all at the center of the universe and ignite. And I would love to meet Mike Ness and the guys.

I LOVE THESE GUYS! 3 BAD JACKS

Music:

Music is huge in my life. "Where words fall, music speaks." -Hans Christian Anderson. I totally believe that is true. I've been a Social D fan for over 20 years now and going strong. I'm into punk, traditional ska, rockabilly, psychobilly, jazz, big band, classical, country, christian, doo-wop, oldies, 80s of course....anything but rap. I can even hang with some hip hop but not all.

Movies:

I'm a fan of horror, classic horror and gore and comedy. I'm a huge fan of Jerry Lewis and love all his movies. My favorite comedies are National Lampoon Vacation, Austin Powers movies and anything with Bill Murray like Stripes, Rushmore, etc. I love gangster movies too. Goodfellas my ulitmate fav, The Godfather, Casino, A Bronx Tale and so on.

Television:

Scrubs, Law & Order: SVU, UFC Ultimate Fighter and anything on the Food Network. Anything that has to do with Mix Martial Arts, Discovery, History and Travel channels.

Books:

At The Mountain of Madness and other Tales of Horror by the genious H.P Lovecraft. If you're not familiar with him and his work, I recommend you looking him up. Especially for all my weird fiction slash horror bros and sis out there. And of course 1984 by the late George Orwell. I can't say enough about this book. Another Orwell book I dig is Down and Out in Paris and London. And another book that most have read and is one of my ALL TIME favorites, AND everytime I re-read it I feel it's the greatest book ever written, is The Stranger by Albert Camus. It's something about these writers that I love.

Heroes:

My grandmother, Erlinda, her advice and strength are and always will be my weapons in life(RIP grandma). And although, she might not understand me at times and we argue, my mother will always be my heroine. She's small and might seem weak to the world but if I can have a third of her strength, I would feel accomplishment like no other. Anthony for showing me what true love is all about, for loving me and giving me ultimate respect, admiration, loyalty and love, love, love. Rest in peace my love, my sickboy, my heart. And of course, Jesus, for His unconditional love. You can have no greater friend. So, if you don't know now you know.

My Blog

Women, beautiful you are.

I wrote this back in 06'. My inspiration was the women in my life, the beauty in all women and the love I have for being who I am. Sometimes we are so worried about pleasing others, of being who we ar...
Posted by Mary aka Beautiful Disaster on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 12:25:00 PST

My resolution!

I have done a lot of thinking these past few days. Deep, analytical thinking, very concentrated thinking, extreme whole hearted thought. It has been eye opening, depressing, exciting and every emotion...
Posted by Mary aka Beautiful Disaster on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 08:14:00 PST