random thoughts |
i've been more down lately than i ever have been since my father passed away in 03. since 06 everything has been an emotional rollercoaster, to finding out that i had m.s(multiple sclerosis), dealing ...
Posted by on Thu, 23 Apr 2009 20:54:00 GMT |
It happens........alot |
They always tell me what i want to hear, i let my emotions get the best of me and i could careless cause i'm head over heels. This was something exciting and different, but like all the rest of them, ...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 16:49:00 GMT |
Wooo |
Well i've kept my word, i haven't gotten drunk in over a week, it's all self control which i know i can have if i put my mind to it
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 14:15:00 GMT |
changes |
obviously i have to start making changes in my life, now. i lost a friend for my impared judgement that could've been prevented. no more getting drunk out in public places. bars, parties, etc...., onl...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 16:10:00 GMT |
wrong/right decisions |
in the past few days i've been doing things i thought i would never do. i thought by doing them i would have what i had wanted. but as the days go by i still realize i'm still empty. i want to be fill...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Feb 2009 20:37:00 GMT |
used and thrown |
i was being sucked in thinking everything was gonna be ok. but i should've followed the signs instead i was a deer caught in the headlights, scared shitless, not knowing what to do or how to react. i ...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Feb 2009 17:25:00 GMT |
new chapter |
so if you haven't heard, i am single again. my now ex.....well i shouldn't have much bad to say, he was a good guy....we just had our differences and it just didn't work out. we ended on good terms an...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jan 2009 14:27:00 GMT |
bleh..... |
so some it's obvious on how i feel. to some it could be blinding. i don't share my feelings with people all that much. but in this case, it's different. lately i've been in an emotional rollercoaster ...
Posted by on Mon, 19 Jan 2009 18:43:00 GMT |
last year/this year |
last year i did alot of stuff that i don't regret, but wish i could've handled differently instead of giving in. this year will be completely different. i'm going to live life more rather than worryin...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Jan 2009 20:36:00 GMT |
wtf? |
it's happened again, that's no suprise to me. just when i thought, again, that i found someone that wanted a relationship, they got what they wanted and just discarded me. i'm really tired of this.......
Posted by on Mon, 17 Nov 2008 00:08:00 GMT |
