myk

...An immortal soul...one who speaks with a tongue native to prophets...the last living true warrior making his way through permanent sin;a soldier trying to find his way out of this fixed scheme..."A Poet, who composes what the world proses,and proses what the world composes",in search of the perfect beat...a traveler struggling through the lows and highs as our worlds collide...Heaven bound...Eccentric,Free,and Blessed.A being totally head over heels with this concept of Life.(What a ride!)This is for a serious me:I am particularly at ease in public and at parties in a kaleidoscopic room of people. I can laugh at myself with astonishing lucidity. I am a “happy pessimist” and I adapt easily to any context - and not without a certain amount of cunning. If I am confronted by a muscle-bound adversary, I use servility and flattery to lead me by the nose. I jump from branch to branch, from problem to problem, with an incredible degree of fickleness that borders on childishness. It is difficult to keep me in one place. At the least sign of boredom, I swing to another tree. But behind my gestures hides an old monkey that the Chinese named “The Wise One”. I want to be first at any price... I know my worth and I can be very expensive. I am ambitious, inventive, creative and gifted. I work on all fronts with incredible speed. I constantly need new projects to undertake and daring challenges. I am resourceful in business, skillful in negotiations, and insatiable in all that I do. I have a fairly good sense of humor that easily motivates the troops. While success comes to me easily, it quickly becomes difficult for me to manage. Sometimes, when success goes to my head, I become arrogant and mean to those around me but I’m working on how to fix this. I love money because it is an exterior sign of my value. I never work “for nothing" …business is business- all the more since I spend my money to create a comfortable, luxurious life for myself. I love to make the people I love happy by giving them gifts and often buy expensive, impractical presents on the spur of the moment. I don't hoard money and claim that I will never be lacking in anything. I guess I’m just lucid and lucky and I wish my luck wouldn’t be short-lived. My passion exalts my imagination so I dislike the routine of everyday life. I idealize my partner but can't bear that they are only human with faults and manias like everyone else - just like me. But I can't live alone. I am an eternal adolescent, in love with the stars and with a taste for seduction. Being funny, imaginative, and mischievous are my favorite arms. I consider myself to be a normal person who is a victim of his own mistakes but continue to fight everyday life for a reson to live. In spite all this I continue to stand tall for I believe that there is more to life than being prejudice with my own self. To accept oneself and what you have is the greatest challenge I ever made and living life against all odds is the greatest decision that I ever had. Despite the countless number of friends that I acquired, I’m glad that there is a handful few to help me with my quest for self expression. To express it makes me free. To suppress it kills my individuality… I came to this world to make a point and that is to make the best out of me… That’s why I am HAPPY. A wise bestfriend once told me: "...EVEN OLD DOGS CAN LEARN NEW TRICKS.."... I don't know how relevant this is into describing who I am, but this wise friend's words has really changed who and what I am right now. I exalt thee wise friend. Drama ba?!:)This for a more non-serious me:CUTE is an understatement... hehe! (what an intro... grow up dude! here we go...) I hate my biological age. If there's one thing I fear... it would be getting old. wah! Me. Love to smile. Loves to dance!!! dance!!! and dance!!! I’m very very soulful. An extrovert. I spend a lot on clothes... TOTAL FASHIONISTA!!! I speak things off of my mind. I’m oozing with self-confidence. I do not have a dab of insecurity. Need to say I’m cute?! Haha!!! My rhetoric: How intelligent am I?! Haha. Obviously, I have the tendency to brag (understatement), but I can back it up. I’m sure of that. And to compromise on my oh so seemingly perfect self- description... I just have to admit that I don’t have any musical talent at all. I’m a frustrated singer. I can’t even please an eardrum even with my speaking voice... harhar!!! Did i mention that I can act?! I'm a great actor! Pwamis! Im so in love with this very wonderful person... so taken na ako... haha! And oh!!! I’m a self-confessed nymph. LOLz. One thing nice about me is that I am fond of making other people laugh. I’m a fun-loving kiddo! However, some people tend to over look my lighter / (for lack of a better word—) good side of myself… because aside from having fun… I love to make comments on people. True enough. I criticize but I don’t judge. When I’m voicing out my true & not so politically correct things against (/for—is the right word since its constructive) some people, it is quite often that I’m mistaken for being a such complete asshole. One thing’s for sure… It is very important that I know how to criticize myself as well and I can handle other (chosen) people’s opinion about me. They just have to tell it in front of my face though... So am I an asshole?! Occasionally, I believe I am! Haha! I love surprising myself. Heck… I’m just practicing democracy. I’m a guy who loves to listen to people’s stories. I value my family & friends. It doesn’t show… but I really do. I'll fight for them till death! I'll never leave them... I hate people who don’t believe that there is a Santa Clause. Idealistic?! Hell yeah! I also hate people that tells me that I am thin because I'm thinking that I'm getting fat everyday. Am I anorexic? I think so... Someday I'll join Survivor and win the million dollars!!! Am I a dreamer? I do think so too! For the record, I still pray for world peace. But I have this premonision that my pessimism might be the one to kill me. Who knows?! And lastly... I believe that God loves me.