(its)JamieJayy(bitch)

Im one of the realest people you will meet. I dont give up on anything or anyone. Im far from perfect but what is perfect? I can be a total bitch to your face, Im not scared of anyone. NO Im not a size 0 and nor would I ever want to be. I love myself for who I am, not what I look like. Family and friends always come first before anyone, get in life what I truly believe I deserve. Trust me, I had my fair share with liars, backstabbers, and cheaters- and all along they thought they got the best of me. But today, I’m standing right here laughing in their faces.
I cant stand fake people. I hate drama, so leave it at home. I dont really count on anyone always being there for me. People come into your life, and leave your life. The only thing that I really count on is the unexpected, and most importantly- myself.
My happieness is not found in a pill or a bottle. Laughter fuels my soul and that is what truly makes me happy.
Like I said previous, I get what I truly deserve. Not because I wish for it, but because I work hard for it. Anything worth achieving is worth working for. What is it I know that I deserve? I deserve to be treated with love, sensitivity, kindness, and most importantly RESPECT, and I will not settle for anything less. I dont play around with things like that. I dont put myself out there to be disrespected. I'm REAL. If you dont want to hear the truth, dont ask me for it. Because you'll definetly get it ;]
People will always have their own opinion about me- good or bad, and I am aware of that. But honestly, I dont give a fuck about them. I grew a pair along time ago. And believe me when I say I will not put up with anyone’s bullshit, lies, and fake attitudes toward me or anyone that I care about. Don’t believe me? Test me. I can easily kill you with my kindness.
My heart is bigger then my head. I'm always trying to help people. Sometimes I'll get so worked up over other peoples problems that I forget about my own. I've lived, I've learned, I've loved, I've lost. You get over it. Life isn't what it is- its what you make of it. You're in control, so take it.
I can be your best friend, and I can be your worst enemy. My madness is just my instabilites put to good use. I move on easily. I'm random and I'm crazy. I lose sometimes... not because im weak, but because im strong enough to let go. I may not be perfect, AND I KNOW I AM NOT PERFECT, but if I can make myself happy- I dont care what you silly people half way across the country have to say to me. You'll NEVER take me away from the things I love the most. You'll never break me down. And you'll never turn me into something im not. Try. You wont succeed. By the time you realize i wont put up with your shit, ill have forgotten about you.
I AM SMARTER than YOU think... I know what breaks people. I get vibes from everyone, most of the time bad ones. I can probably figure you out within the first five minutes of talking to you.
I strictly believe that anyone who isn't directly involved in my life, SHOULD STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MY BUSINESS.