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HI I'M JESSELYNA!
I'm Jesselyna as you probably know by now since its written allover the profile in BIG COW Font but you can call me Jessy/Jessie/Jess/Minie Mouse by my part I don't mind I'm easy-going-mon! I'm a 22 years yough lady and a cocktail of 2 blends: Greek/Sicilian . Where I'm living ?; I'm not sure since I don't belong on this PLANET honestly..BUTT I think in Human language it's officially called: Holland ?. Studying Psychology aiming to become a Doctor in Neurology oneday and safe lives better than superman .I need to warn everyone that I can become a bit crazy sometimes this is because I am aware of all that is happening in the world and that I need to go a long way before I could actually do something about this; But I am slowly getting there :Like Faithless writes in one of their songs called Bombs: We think we're heroes, we think we're kings; We plan all kinds of fabulous things; look how great we have become, So much heaven, so much hell So much love, so much pain So much more than I thought this world could ever contain So much war, so much soul Moments lost, moments go So much more than I though this world can ever hold There is no between with me , I either become very fanatic at something or the complete opposite and become calm . In the mornings I (try) taking my time to meditate , But I hardly accomplish this despite I wake up at 6.00am EVERY blasted single morning....what can I say ? I think the only way to explain why I never accomplish what I want in the morning is basically cause I am not an early bird and like to have my breakfast and capuchino + music and take it easy going ... ( easy going just like every other single thing in my life ). I did sign myself up to learn how to play an indian instrument sitar I love that sound so much . So theres hope people..... theres hope :PI love travelling around the world as much as I can theres been allot of places that i've been already ( This got me thinking if I sticked *Jessie Flags* in every location I might actually beat George Bush with his country of visits ) BTW : I hate that Guy who was born in Houston ....just thought I'd get that off my chest; I feel much better now!. After my studies I am planning to move to the caribbean ( Dutch Antilles ) and work there for a few years . I am crazy about Art in any form I could honestly drown away in paintings and sculptures and many more things concerning Art; I paint myself and like being creative with Photography; I absolutely LOVE writing stories and making Poetry but it all depends on my mood . I would always like to say ANYONE can be an Artist people just need to learn how to use fantasy cause we all have one. Sports!!! I love living on the edge and that's why I probably broken so much bones by now but it's all worth it . Sports like :rockclimbing -jetskiing -bycicling -skating -snowboarding -skiing -scubadiving -skydiving -rafting....ETC Count me in !!! .I might act diffecult sometimes but don't search reasons behind it because I have a very lame but good excuse for my attitude : I'm an Artist and a Lover :PI got so much more to share and tell but I want to leave something open to start a conversation with so write me anytime with or without reason tell me how your day was tell me anything at all except insultive things and rude things; because if you go that way I'll castrate you!!!!CiaoJOIN MY GROUP
MY POETRY!
LIARYou think youre gonna to live your life alone In darkness And seclusion Yeah I know Youve been out there Tried to mix with those animals And it just left you full of humiliated confusion So you stagger back home And wait for nothing But the solitary refinement of your room spits you back out onto the street And now youre desperate And in need of human contact And then You meet me And you whole world changes Because everything I say is everything youve ever wanted to hear So you drop all your defenses and you drop all your fears And you trust me completely Im perfect In every way Cause I make you feel so strong and so powerful inside You feel so lucky But your ego obscures reality And you never bother to wonder why Things are going so well You wanna know why? Cause Im a liarIll hide behind a smile And understanding eyes And Ill tell you things that you already know So you can say: I really identify with you, so much And all the time that youre needing me Is just the time that Im bleeding you Dont you get it yet? Ill come to you like an affliction And Ill leave you like an addiction Youll never forget me You wanna know why? Cause Im a liarI dont know why I feel the need to lie And cause you so much pain Maybe its something inside Maybe its something I cant explain Cause all I do Is mess you up and lie to you Im a liarIf youll give me one more chance I swear that I will never lie to you again Because now I see the destructive power of a lie Theyre stronger than truth I cant believe I ever hurt you I swear I will never to you lie again, please Just give me one more chance I will never lie to you again I swear That I will never tell a lie I will never tell a lie No, no Ha ha ha ha ha hah haa haa haa haaaTHE END..............INLOVE
I am looking for an inspiration
And I think I found it in your heart
It's the kind of thing you get when you're not looking
It's the kind of thing you had from the start.....
..............INTIMACY
Close your eyes
Let me touch you now
Let me give you something; That is real
Close the door
Leave your fears behind
Let me give you; What you are giving me
You are the only thing
That makes me realise your spiritually connected
When I am with you; There's no reason to pretend that...
When I am with you; I feel flames again...
Just put me inside you I would never ever leave
I promise you now....
..............BROKEN
There's a sun, There's a ground under my feet
There is almost noting in between
Now I'm left like a flag atop a moon
Precious one, you have abandoned me
So let me in;.............. Because I'm out
I know That I am someone
No one said I was, no one I was
Should I call you; Should I reach out?
It feels like chasing shadows in the night
Yes let me in, Because I am out.......
Thrown away, have I been thrown away love ?THE ENDI don't mind that I have come back here again. In a place so far away from Normal Life.
They're racing to a prison they will never leave. Worshipping a system I just don't believe.
I could stay right here; And never ever leave. What else do I need ?
I know that you don't like me; Thats alright today. I love you , but you bore me; Don't ruin my day.
People worry that I will fail in this fantasy; I oblidge... they wonder and say no more .
THE ENDYou knew I needed to adore you
More peacefull sky; I Don't need anything else to make me feel alive
you electrify me.....
And I want to be in your arms; for always
Our love is sworn and made of the quite-est shade of loud
Holds me like an anker floats just like a cloudTHE ENDA lover knows only Humility , She has no choice .
She steels into your alley at night , She has no choice .
She longs to kiss every lock of your hair , Dont threat she has no choice .In her Friendly love for you , she longs to break the chains of her imprisoned .
She has no choice.....A lover asked its beloved "Do you love yourself more than you love me ?" The Beloved replied: I died to myself and I live for you; Ive disappeared from myself and my antipodes , I am present, only for you; I have forgotten all my learnings; but from knowing you, I have become a scholar; I have lost all my strength but from your power I am able; I love myself .........I love you , I love you.........I love myself I am your lover
Come to my side
I will open the gate to your love
Come settle with me
Let us be neighbours like the starsYou have been hiding so long; endlessly drifting in the sea of my love .
Even so; you have always been connected to me , Concealed , Revealed , In the known , In the unman fest .I am live itself; You have been a prisoner of a little point ..While I am the ocean and Its turbulent float ..come merge with me ..leave this world of ignorance ..be with me .
And I will open the gate to your love .I desire you more then food or drink; My body.. My senses.. My mind; Hunger for your taste . I can sense your presence in my heart , Although you belong to all of the world;..
I wait for silence Passion; For one gesture.. one glow. from youTHE END