"If we could recover this desire, unearth it from beneath all other distractions, and embrace it as our deepest treasure, we would discover the secret of our existence"-John Eldredge "The Journey of Desire"Two of the greatest failures in life are to let it go when you find it, or give up the search for it.Slipknot- "Snuff"Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence And leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I cant destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you My smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that saver every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... When you refused to fightSo save your breath I will not hear I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint My hope was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stones And spit your pity in my soul You never needed any help You sold me out to save yourself And I wont listen to your shame You ran away you're all the same Angels lie to keep control My love was punished long ago If you still care, don't ever let me knowIf you still care, don't ever let me know