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This is where people write about how unique and spectacular they are, they end up stringing together bullshit incidental adjectives that don’t mean anything.
Have you ever noticed that when people make lists in order to label themselves, they seem just like everyone else?
I don’t want to come off that way
"It is a great piece of folly to attempt to make anything out of my early life, it can all be condensed into a simple sentence, and that sentence you will find in Gray’s Elegy:
’The short and simple annals of the poor.’ That’s my life, and that’s all you or anyone else can make out of it." - Lincoln
-Not living, I’m just killing time-
Life seems to have disinclination to motion, and I know that I move particularly slow; I am an everlasting adolescent. I haven’t decided what I want to be when I grow up...
Really, I think I’d desire to never grow up, though I can’t help but grow old.
As a kid I suspected that adults were all full of shit, and now as an adult I’ve confirmed my childhood suspicions.
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For the most part, I shut myself off, and I am usually very reserved. I feel disconnected and detached, utterly distant from everyone else; and I suppose that makes me lonely. The depth of my melancholy coincides a unique feeling to external stimulus or I should say lack of it. I think of the world as a mystery bag of feelings, because I am always gripping for something to make me feel but when I reach for it, it seems empty. Even in the times when I extend to someone whom I know has much to share I realize they are keeping it for themselves. One might say I’ve lost hope."When you’re depressed you have to assess your most fundamental humanity. You have to try to figure out who you are, why you’re in the world, why you should stay in the world. What constitutes your strength or your weakness. You have to grapple with all those things to get through a depression. Seems to me that depression makes you take your own measure... And it obliges you to make difficult decisions... about staying alive." -Andrew Solomon.
-Silence was never so sweet-
More about me, I’m kind of introverted. I’m not shy or anything, just quiet, and I generally lack interest in the everyday, arid string of most peoples’ lives. I tend to be a bystander, where I find myself on the outer fringe of a conversation, lingering near by, just listening. I don’t need or want to be part of every conversation. You learn a lot about the people around you, and about the world, by just listening, instead of trying to be heard.