Well, I'm Stef. Two 'f's if you like, to give it that FF sound. I don't like being called Stephanie because it makes me sound like I'm in trouble. Sam sometimes calls me Stephanie if I'm in a mood, so thats not good either. Well I suppose Steph's alright too, just if I'm Stef with a 'f' I'm cooler.
I'm 18, and its good, because I'm able to do a lot of things I couldn't when I was 17, but I still have things to fall back on. Things like, My parents. Love them lots.
I dropped out of sixth form, not because I'm a rebel or because I thought it was cool. It's because I didn't take it seriously, fell behind and realized it was doing nothing for me, so I decided to leave and get a full-time job. If I had the chances to go back and start again. I wouldn't.
I wouldn't go back and do it all again, because I wouldn't be in the same place I am today. I'm happy where I am. I have an amazing boyfriend and great mates. I get along well with my parents and don't have much bad to say about anyone.
I'm very self-conscious, none the less I like to take pictures of myself. I like it when people say I'm pretty, it makes me feel good.
I hate it when people put pictures of them up on Myspace or anywhere else and name them 'ugly' or 'I hate this picture', because if you truly hated that picture you wouldn't put it up.
A few people say to me that I always take a good picture. They say I'm very photogenic, but no one sees the picture I delete, because those are the shit ones.
I can never find a bra that fits me properly and that really annoys me.
I love listening to music, and I remember the day when I listened to crap. I'd never have realized that metal is so good though, without the help of Simple Plan and The Vandals. So thanks.
I've got a new job, I say new, I've been there three months already. I'm working at DML, I'm an MT Administrator. Which in a nut shell means, I put welding tasks and welding projects from the ships and submarines into a computer data base. The people there are great and I really enjoy myself. Still... I wish I never had to work.
I've moved into my new flat with my wonderful boyfriend! It is awesome having our own place, I'm the happiest I've been in a long time.
I have to cut back on sweets... I've just had another tooth taken out, thats two teeth and I'm only 18. By the time I'm like 40 I shall have no teeth. =o
Another thing you need to know is that, Dark Rising, are infact the bestest band. Ever.
I'll write some more stuff laterz. Peace.
