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About Me

As I reach into your being to deplete you of your poison; feel yourself plummeting down into the caverns of my subconscious. Allow me to leave you broken yet with sufficient power in a most ecstatic state, as if drowning in the bed of a river to let it all go under. -me

"[I hold] a humble admiration of the illimitable superior spirit who reveals himself in the slight details we are able to perceive with our frail and feeble mind."
-Albert Einstein

"It is in moments of illness that we are compelled to recognize that we live not alone but chained to a creature of a different kingdom, whole worlds apart, who has no knowledge of us and by whom it is impossible to make ourselves understood: our body." -Marcel Proust

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My Interests

My passion for living is GOD & JESUS CHRIST. The most important thing to me is family, & my friends; then striving to be healthy.
I have four companions with an extensive hair problem whom I'm loved by unconditionally! I'm an exhabitionist who loves to meditate & give massages, draw, and someday again I will make music the way I was born to.
I absolutely love the outdoors! I love getting away to try new things, finding any escape to adventure that I can reach. I've taken a few vacations this summer and was blessed with the ability to have the best time possible. And as far as my body allowed me to, I had the time of my life. Praise God! I was well taken care of and was doing great. It seems my health had a small remission at the right time!

I'd like to meet:

I love to meet new people & exchange thoughts or anything that flows from individuality , creativity, passion, etc. Pretty much anyone out there willing to take part in deep thoughts, hypothetical situations, and humorous banter.
Music can be played to touch the soul and express the heart in such an intimate way words can never amount to. For that reason, I'm eager to meet instrumentalists and musicians that hold on to the same belief.
I also would like to talk to people who suffer from disabling health issues, like me.

Music:

My life would wither without my hearing, for I love all types of music! I was a music major so I listen to a variety. CURRENT MOON moon phases

Movies:

Scare me or excite me, that's the way I like it!... Hitman, Batman movies new and old, Underworld, The Mummy, The Cell, Constantine, 300 & many more as I develop my tastes. I do know I especially enjoy Action flicks and Scary flicks that even make manly men of tough nature cringe. Westerns. Or movies that mess with your mind and really make you think... any suggestions?

Television:

Best show in the world is the sky above me!I used to never watch TV but unfortunate circumstances lead me to have a limited choice of entertainment. I'll watch Adult Swim. I'm a big fan for old movies like whatever AMC has on; for few people enjoy the great classics anymore, it's the dialog that I like. I'm a sucker for cartoons - it's the bright colors and the fantastic worlds of simplistic imagination. I'll flip through spike, fitness, the animal, food, or discovery channels. Unless some CSI or music catches my attention first...

Books:

My "Bible", & a vintage classic novel Willa Cather wrote called "A Lost Lady" and T. S. Eliot's "The Waste Land"

Heroes:

Jesus
THANK YOU to ALL who donates blood
because I'm someone who depends on people like you!

My Blog

Never Distant Dreamland

-- Neve Distant Dreamland -- &nb...
Posted by Ariel on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 11:59:00 PST

Desperate for Homeostasis

Sorry it took me so long to build up enough confidence to finally let you all in on what's going on in my life, but it can be a lot to take in and I don't like to burden anyone with this knowledge... ...
Posted by Ariel on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 02:42:00 PST

End of my Tether

writen a while ago, but have recently founf it, enjoy:End of my TetherI saw a mystic vision flow,The creation of life from my ouw dreams.And as it rose, life lit a fire in me;Within the depths of my o...
Posted by Ariel on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 04:22:00 PST

Once upon a memory stream my tears on a moonlight sonata.

Here it is... My beloved: "Moonlight Sonata" This makes me cry... I want to play so badly! My body, my hands they are so cripled by pain I can hardly hold my boyfriends hand. I should never ...
Posted by Ariel on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 12:37:00 PST

Serendipedous Spontenaety

The other night I met with my friend Eric to talk over coffee. Since the first time we met in Kent Stark we've been getting to know earchother better and better. We are so alike in so many...
Posted by Ariel on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 10:22:00 PST

A unity that compliments

Hasani yanga~ We are& A state of mind to care for each other in a commitment of honor, excellence, loyalty, and love. A unity that compliments the essence of heart, mind, and spirit.&nb...
Posted by Ariel on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 04:40:00 PST

My Mad World

This is how I relate this song to the Mad World of my life: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~ Because I'm so sick, all my loved ones come visit me and care for...
Posted by Ariel on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 07:12:00 PST

The Storms Of Life

(read while listening to Goodbye Lenin's Summer 78) The storms may come and trees may break; Yet others bend beneath the weight. With heavy rain and windy breeze A storm can hurt the stron...
Posted by Ariel on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 09:19:00 PST

Addicted to You

Addicted to You I crave for your presence it's so sweet and true,You bet, all the time I am yearning for you. I want you beside me; right now I say! I need you to be here, please, com...
Posted by Ariel on Tue, 20 Feb 2007 06:13:00 PST

How Much Do You Love Me?

I wrote this 10/20/2006 after Adam consistently asked me every day for more than a year to try to word how much I love him... After so long, as you could imagine, my cre...
Posted by Ariel on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 11:09:00 PST