Tonya

When you look at me tell me what do you see, Did i grow up to be the beautiful young lady you hoped I would be. I am a strong black woman with music ringing down in my soul, I am the same no matter what the future may hold, I love with my whole heart, body and soul. I love children even though I don't have any of my own. I love to cook, and write poetry. You know life is strange One minute you are the happiest person in the world and the next you aren't..But what I never understand is all the people I help along the way and All the things I do good in my life goes unnoticed...The lives I've touched and the ones I've just sat and listen too..But when it comes down to it where is my ears, where is my shoulder to cry on where is my understanding, where is my arms to run to,WHERE IS MY HELP!!!! Because that is what I am crying out for...I smile but inside I am about to explode.I have given everything I've got just to have someone in my life and It don't seem to matter..Whatever I do it's never enough, No matter how hard I try it's never enough. I just keep giving and giving and never receive anything in return...You know I never thought that life would deal me a dirty hand after all I am the one who loves whole hearted and will give my last for anybody...Is something wrong with wanting to be loved and cared for and just to BELONG to somebody? What happend to all the love....People have cold hearts they don't care about other peoples feelings,or how they treat one another what happend to all the love......