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Cici Steamer ™

Cast me gently into morning, for the night has been unkind.

About Me

I'm Ciara. In all honesty, I'm probably one of the most unusual people you'll ever know. I differ from many people, but I'm pretty sure that's how I prefer it. Thus, if you have a judgemental bone in your body...just click the home button. I always want what I can't have and I have a tendency to dwell in the past just so you know. Music and dancing are what keep me sane. I can be painfully shy. I love to take walks and I'm constantly thinking...people tell me I think too much. In life I want to help he world become more than it is. Ideally I'm going to the other side of the word, but I talked to this guy at a coffee shop and really I can start anywhere. I want to become an anthropology professor...I know either way I'm going to be a teacher. I never lie...it's pointless. I'm chill, reserved, and have a weird sense of humor. Music is my faith as it's what makes me a peace. I love emotional songs, rice pudding, swinging, my friends/family, rain, hot cheetos, Eastern philosophy/religion, good dreams, bellydance, Chagall, candles, tea, random road trips, cotton blossom, art, debating, hanging at Big Al's, cheez its, cloud watching, Tori Amos, Sarah Mclachlan lyrics, Sedona,laughing like a goon, piano, and Barnes and Noble. I'm pretty objective in my dislikes but immaturity related to juvenile drama is not my cup of tea. Nor are attention starved people, hypocrisy, passive aggression, airheads, superficiality, nasal voies,throwing up, screamo, fakery, laziness, or milk up my nose. Peace.
UNICEF
Amnesty International

My friends/life/heroes

My Interests

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Music:

Like hell I'm putting an extensive list. My favorite bands are Tool, Queen, Alice in Chains, Depeche Mode, Pearl Jam, Slayer, Pantera, Skynard, Led Zeppelin, Bodom, Nile, System of a Down, EOE, Wham!, and Lacuna Coil. I listen to every musical genre...mostly Trance, Progressive, Latin, Metal, Arabic, Classic Rock, East Indian, and Acoustic.

Movies:

Pan's Labyrinth, Gandhi, Lion King, A Scanner Darkly, and Zoolander.

Heroes:


Cody. He's my platonic other half. We laugh at stupid things and go to Jenny's. I didn't believe in "best friends" before him. I Love that guy. ♥

And The Crew.
Sunny. =]

My Blog

Everything.

I hate when I get contemplative. But at this point I have no choice, I should be thinking. I should be considering just about everything right now. I'm graduating here in less tan a week. Here it is S...
Posted by Cici Steamer ™ on Mon, 21 May 2007 08:46:00 PST

Pointless energy.

All you give is for only your goodThis "gift" is truly faith lostAs your filthy smirk exudes illness, Your angry words draw bloodYou lurk in the lowest of verminWith your living motive to tormentYou a...
Posted by Cici Steamer ™ on Tue, 15 May 2007 03:58:00 PST

One sordid thought.

To remember you kiss is bitterA bitter cold to tasteTears fall as my reason withersYou still burn meI ponder where I failEvery insignificance arises to gloryA twisted question prevailsWhat is it you l...
Posted by Cici Steamer ™ on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 11:07:00 PST

Always Always. <3

I will always love youForever will your presence be missedWith the changes time flewTwice my heart stuttered as we kissedOnce upon autumn's surrenderAutumn's bitter loss to coldOnce in the muggy brea...
Posted by Cici Steamer ™ on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 04:23:00 PST

Everything in vain.

Let it perish and dieIrrelevance of feeling livesLeave them where they lieFloat on as they'll existI can still think backI'll sit where my mind stealsStare blank into the pastI'll sit despite how this...
Posted by Cici Steamer ™ on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 11:14:00 PST

All that I despise.

Where my undecided mind goesIt's my place to falterLet my stupidity be mine alonePay no mind to the hell I'll wanderJudge me for which I possessMy possession of a single mistakeThis ownership is makin...
Posted by Cici Steamer ™ on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 03:36:00 PST

=(

Untouchable and solemn the high is uglyNo love is real limited in thought's realmLet death meet this petty jealousyIt has no relevance or right in true anything.Still how the unrealistic can overwhelm...
Posted by Cici Steamer ™ on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 10:34:00 PST

Too much thought.

I'll sit alone for long hours, consumed in my selfish miseryYearning for pointless answersAllowing blame to fall on meThe weight of yesterday burdens, and its cumbersome strength killsI hold it inside...
Posted by Cici Steamer ™ on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 06:38:00 PST

Dream away the inadequacies.

My closed eyes open reality. The sweetest things dream awayMy sleepy eyes rest in solitudeThese innocent moments slip by fastLike fingers of the pianistThis high cresendo flies farRises beyo...
Posted by Cici Steamer ™ on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:45:00 PST

The Contradiction.

Wherever you are this nightI pray happiness is on your sideThat only truth will smile your wayWherever it is you grace this night My self induglent pity persistsAll the best of me exists in a dreamWhe...
Posted by Cici Steamer ™ on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 10:03:00 PST