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Anastasia

About Me

One day can make your life ,one day can ruin your life and all life is, a few sequences of bad and good days.The rest of the time you dont live you just drift with the flow.People who are always happy learnt how to lie to themselves and i did.I am happy,always happy,always crazy:)But isnt it good to be crazy,why do you want to be like everyone else,why do you want a clone?i dont. And also you get to meet over crazy people and than you are not so crazy anymore:)))

My Interests

want to live as if i am going to die tomorrow,want to dream as if i will live forever.

I'd like to meet:

Why a woman needs a man? They have warm hands and we have cold fingers. They are really strong and they can lift us up. Once they will understand (maybe just for a second) that they have nothing better than us. They have principles. Sometimes they wash the dishes. They are taller than us and they can get a book from the top shelf. They give us there coolest T-shirts. When they say:” I love you”, you feel like you exist. They are able to install Windows. They know and can explain that when a person is alone, he is a person. They forgive us our feminism although we, if you notice, forgive nothing. They kiss us on a forehead when they can’t stay. They think, that there are things which we will never understand and that is the only reason why we understand the whole thing. They put there hands on our knees. They wish to pay for our coffee with manic persistance, although they don’t understand why. They have tears emerging from there eyes, when the wind blows hard. They go to the shop, when it is raining. They always want to have our photos. They remember completely different things about us, in comparesent to what we remember about ourselves. They don’t see the reasons for our diet. They are silent, when we speak nonsense. Though, when we say something clever, they remain silent. They know better than us, that maybe in a hundred years, maybe from another planet, but they will call us. They will go to war if there will be one. They don’t notice our spoiled make-up. They pretend that 8th of March doesn’t piss them off. They want to change our life. In the shop they will spend their last money on chocolate. They never will learn to undo the bra. It irritates them, if we don’t wear a bra, but does not irritate, if it is not worn by other women. They don’t think solely about love. They love their mothers stronger, than we love our daddies. At heart they are able to sew buttons. They do not distinguish between Allways and Kotex. They without ceremony can admit to themselves that the only purpose of their life is to sleep with us. They pull us out from other people's houses, so they can take us home and cover us with the duvet. They only do it sometimes. They love our voices. They don’t really care what we say. They don’t always drop us off at the airport, but they always pick us up. They buy us cigarettes and dresses. They think that our bags are heavy only when they are beside us. They would never want to be like us, but we want to be like them. They look, when we say:” look". They are silent when we shout. When they leave, we stay. When we think about our past life, we think of them. We can count them. They can fight. Their cartridges and CD's always coincide with the box. They can count faster than us. They give their surnames to our kids. They go on a holiday with us. They are funny...

Music:

i love 2pac, Snoop Dogg, P Diddy, Jay-z, EVE... Desteny's child, Joe, Jagged Edge, 112.. Pitbull, Daddy Yankee,

Movies:

I luv all gud comedies and also films which make you really think about something like Dogville.

Television:

Desperate Housewifes

Books:

The Great Gatsby;Paulo Coelho"The Alchemist";"the Fifth Mountain","Veronika decides to die";Patrick Suskind "Perfume",Cornell Woolrich"One Hundred Years of Lonelyness".

Heroes:

That guy who nicked my phone yesterday,i really wanted a new one:))))hello insurance

My Blog

what is love

What is love... When someone loves you, this person says your name in a special way. You feel, that in its lips your name in safe .   Love  is something what makes you smile when you tired...
Posted by Anastasia on Tue, 29 May 2007 08:41:00 PST

maybe

There is an envelop  for you,valuable postal packet. The echoing  voice was coming from the other side of the mirror and something dropped on the floor from within. I have knelt before brown...
Posted by Anastasia on Tue, 29 May 2007 07:46:00 PST

Just how it is! Do it! live...

We can't press review in our life, which means we can't change what was done in the past, even a second ago. But we can change the things we are doing now, even this very second. However, only the des...
Posted by Anastasia on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:41:00 PST

is it just me?

I stopped loving my "refined dream",i stopped loving to do all-forgiving gestures,i stopped loving to smile on orders.I shall not begin to dance  this indifferent tango for you and wait till you ...
Posted by Anastasia on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 07:27:00 PST

on-line....

2 finished cans of coke, 6 dirty cups and a full ashtray, soft cigarette smoke and cold tap water. My town doesn't sleep at night and neither in the day, I sit on a balcony and rip masks of the clouds...
Posted by Anastasia on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 05:32:00 PST

notes of a crazy girl

If I didn't die&where am I&So scary&so lonely&so painfull& I want to,but they won't let me&So it is even more painful&both morally and physically&I woke up yesterday&I think I am fine&I cant move eith...
Posted by Anastasia on Mon, 18 Dec 2006 05:29:00 PST