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About Me

how'd i get here again? i have seen a lot, and i dont regret anything i have done .. because it makes me who i am. i can't change it and i dont think i would if i could. if you think you know me or if we have met on this sporadic stream of life... send a message. thank those who have trudged this path before me...because of you all i have a life now, i am sober and been sober since 7-13-06. its a gift, i get to breathe, i get to sleep, i get to learn, i get to grow. im beginning to "get" things now. the biggest is i get to show people how i got here. i try not to say no and i dont have to pretend anything, i dont really care what you think of me, its more a care of what i think of myself and what i contribute. it is what it is and the show shall continue. thanks god.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

God- the maker of all that is seeen and unseen, jesus, alex grey, terrance mckenna, bill w., bill hicks, ghandi, Dr. Silkworth, karl marx, lenin, myself in ten years, carl jung, joseph campbell, noam chomsky, che, abe lincoln, thomas jefferson. most of them are dead. the people who im looking forward to meet are everywhere, honest, true,reliable, caring, compassionate, and ever improving the world we live in. i like sober people a lot, especially those of the third variation we seem to get along well. i mostly hang out with the kind of people that would hold the door open for the old ladi and then tell you about the blonde with the boob job that was in front on you in line. hells yeah :D

My Blog

What dreams are made of.

Man I hate being sick. My head is pounding, my throat is raw from hacking up phlem, and I have been sweating more than an Iraqi hostage the last few days. The one thing that almost makes my illness wo...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Mar 2009 01:41:00 GMT

Hide and Seek

Every thing has had a common theme in my life recently. I can't find the meaning. It seems so vague yet so fucking familiar I can't put my finger on it. As I get close, a familiar feeling of fear. It ...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Feb 2009 23:24:00 GMT

something my mom showed me that stuck

You try to make all the pieces fit, but what is missed is that there are no pieces at all. It is all One. The Oneness only appears as many because it has been cleaved into pieces by your effort and mi...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 21:33:00 GMT

Thank you.

  gratitude is in action. i finally see.... how smooth the wind is across the face, how healing are the sun’s rays, how cleansing is the water on the back. life is full of curve balls, and ...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 18:21:00 GMT