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WHAT IS DEEPEST FEAR?

My deepest fear is not that I am Inadequate... it's that I am powerful beyond measure.

About Me

My name is Melissa AKA Lissa or Pup as my girlfriend likes to call me, (Because I wine a lot). I̢۪ am currently attending the University of Phoenix (Long Beach campus) and my major is in Criminal Justice. I̢۪ am also going to school to become a Sign Language Interpreter, for the hard of hearing. About my love life, its amazing I̢۪ am engaged to a beautiful, loving and respectable women, who purposed to me on Christmas Day (I am so in love with her) we have been together for over 2 years and still going strong. We will have been together for 3 years on June 15th. Um what else can I tell you guys about me? Well I have a beautiful smart as hell twin sister who I wish would just put that ability into something good. I also have two amazing God sisters who I will always love, even though we have are ups and downs, sometimes more downs then ups, I still love each and everyone of my sisters to death, even if were not blood I wouldn't change the good or the bad for nothing in the world. I have 2 nieces and a nephew who I love and adore, and to nephews on the way, which I love each and every passing day. Oh and let me tell you guys about the woman that was chosen to be in my life, and didn't have to Be but said yes anyway. Even though she might not know it, because I hardly ever say it, but the love for her goes so deep. This woman took me and my twin sister into her home when my family was taken from me (because of health reason) without a hesitation. Imagine taking in two teenage girls after you have raised your own, and trust me, we were a handful. But she never turned her back on us. All she wanted from us, was to succeed in life, that woman is the reason as well as myself, why I am in school struggling to be the best I can. Now I know with all the lectures and all the talking to, wasnt because she had it in for me, but because she believes in me as much as I believe in myself. She is not only a woman she is my Inspiration, she is my GOD MOTHER who was chosen by another amazing and wonderful person who in not in my life physically but in my heart always (my MOTHER) just for me. Last but not least My mother, grandmother and my grandpa I miss you guys so much, I wish they were here to see me grow into a beautiful young woman, but I know their always watching, their my guarding angels.

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My Interests

My interests has always been in Sign Language, I love the fact that I can talk all day without making a sound...LOL.. But seriously that is all I have ever wanted to do. Other hobbies I enjoy doing are dancing, reading, walking, hanging out with the family when I can, kickin it with my girls, working out, and being with the love of my life. (I love you Baby)
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(In Her Shoes) I CARRY YOUR HEART WITH ME!I carry your heart with me(I carry it in my heart)I am never without it(anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)I fear no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet) I want no world(for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you.Here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart.I carry your heart(I carry it in my heart)EE CummingsfOr YoU mY sIsTeR (MELODY)
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To All My Lady Who Are FIGHTING BREAST CANCER, Or Any Form Of CANCER This Video Goes Out To You My HEROES... Also Nov 9th-11th In San Deago I Will Be Walking For The Cure Of BREAST CANCER. I Will Not Only Be Walking For You But Also For My Grandmother (Bertha King) AKA My Falling HEROE, She Did Not Survive Her Fight of BREAST CANCER.

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Heroes:

My Mother,And My Twin Sister Melody (I.Love.U.Both) And I Want 2 Give A Shout Out 2 My On Screen Heroe Dana Off The Hit TV Show The L-Word Who Recently Die Of Breast Cancer,It's Real People, My Grand Mother Bertha King Also 1 Of My Heroes Die Of Breast Cancer Please Get Checked If Not For U, Then For Your Family That U Might Leave Behind If U Don't!!