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daniell mckay

life is all about making choices....

About Me

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My Interests

music,swimming,gym, vacation,sports and the latest one wall/rock climbing.

I'd like to meet:

a guy with sense of humour,nice,clean,polite,smartlooking ( not necessarily drop dead gorgeous)and open- minded person!Someone nocturnal, like me. Someone with principles. Not Turncoat.Someone i can talk to or stare into space with until the sun comes up and then we can proceed to snuggle in the comforts of an extremely dimly lit room until the sun goes down. Someone i can be stupid with. Someone who can tolerate my nonsense and jealousy. Someone who gets jealous from time to time. Someone who respects me. Someone who respects my family.Someone who can control me. Someone who can read me. Someone who makes me happy when im unhappy.Someone who I can sing to and who can sing to me and who falls asleep in my arms. Someone i can cry to and who can make me feel better "guys do sometimes cry too u know"..prove me wrong!Someone who i can manja with and is equally as manja. Most importantly, someone I'll never feel lonely with. I have spent most of my adult life looking for this person until only God knows when will i end up my journey ...would it b too much to ask?....because no doubt im so prepared to do the same too....my most sweet memories were totally with my very close buddy or maybe so called brother who i thought would be my best fren ever ..until death do us apart..so i had apparently forgotten about having any LUV relationship at that time...until eventually he left me ...i just dont believe how could he be so cruel to me..he broke his promises and vows...giving empty words..maybe it was just so easy for him..life was just so much like missing pieces ...every now and then...i seriously feel that i will always miss those tressured memories...though so, God is so Fair..u cant never have everything nice in the world rite???..and u can never be perfect..wot goes around comes around.. I cried million of times for the loss and knowing the fact that we had so many ups and downs together..a friend in need is a friend indeed rite..still remember those days when i used to talk to him on the phone calling from UK..we were always sharing things that happened on every single day..his study, scandals, friends, lecturers,everything that we can talk about ...almost everything! fulled of laughter and joy..ohh ya..we did share bad stories too..for that reason i attempted couple of times to just start this thing back all over again but it is something beyond my weak human control....it needs 2 to tango otherwise it wont change anything a bit..maybe im the only one who is really really devastated over this... didnt he see that i was so damn sincere with him?? he is not that stupid isnt he? come wot may,i know i have to face the freaking fact be it good or bad but my heart just cant take it as it is..shit!!! maybe his eyes have been clouded with wot he has right now...and it has nothing to do with me. frankly speaking i have never envied of wot he possesses now..its not something supernatural for me..and it is obviously a super stupid speculation accusing me of jealousy!!!!anyway one once said that love means 'letting go'. maybe that is the reason for my abstinence.No matter how hard the situation turns out or how severe it is!....rite????so i guess its time for me to say Goodbye to my old sad friendship story and to start a new life now..hunting and hunting for 'TRUE LUV'.ermm do i have to fill any form ??..............%D%A%D%AGOODBYE IS NOT AN ENDING,%D%AWHEN U KNOW THAT PEOPLE CARE,%D?OR MILES MAY COME BETWEEN U, %D?ND WARM THOUGHTS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE..%D%A%D%ATAPI HATI MASIH TAK TERIMA,%D?ITINGGALKAN SENGSARA...%D%AKERAGUAN INI BUKANLAH PADAMU,%D%APERASAAN HATI MASIH RINDU,%D%AKEKALUTAN INI HANYALAH UNTUKMU,%D%ATERCARI-CARI BAYANGANMU...%D%A%D%A%D%A%9What Daniell means ?%D%A%D? is for Dignified%D? is for Amazing%D%AN is for Normal%D%AI is for Industrious%D? is for Ebullient%D%AL is for Loud%D%AL is for Legendary%D%A%D%A

Music:

r&B,pops,excluding noise!

Movies:

flight plan.x-men,lord of the rings,winter sonata,beautiful life,kill bill,the dorm,full house,perfect storm, 'CINTA'....emotional luv story...the Guardian

Television:

charm,american next top model,doraemon,

Books:

da vinci code, 7 habits of highly effective people by Steven Covey and all his series,taman-taman syurga,doraemon,any field of law that appeals to me ermmm such as land law,intellectual property, criminal....

Heroes:

Rasulullah was,is and forever be the best REAL HERO ever!