About Me

LOST IN TRANSLATION OF YOUR VIOLENCE, EVERYTIME I SCREAM THERE'S SILENCE. IN MY HEAD FLOWS NO CONTRAST, NO PAIN. NO REALISATION OF WHO I AM UNTIL SHUDDERED BACK INTO PLACE.

"Special People...":

I Keep smiling

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My Mummy

For those of you who know me will appreciate this... She's my mum, VERY special lady. She can't be with me always... but we're more together now then we have ever been.

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well, you were gonna judge me anyway...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

if i went the rest of my life only knowing the people i know now... i would still be this happy

Music:

The Likes Of... Gwen Stefani
Radiohead
THE PRODIGY
Pendulum
Pink Floyd
Arctic Monkeys
Taking Back Sunday
Alanis Morisette
Jose Gonzalez
The Gossip
Death From Above 1979
Biffy Clyro
THRICE
Refused
Enter Shikari
Everytime I Die
Alexisonfire
Jimmy Eat World
Billy Talent
Sikth
Chemical Brothers
Brand New
System of a Down
Rise Against
Alkaline Trio
AFI
Greenday
Rage Against The Machine
Strung Out
Boysetsfire
Dallas Green
THE BLED
The Used
Hundred Reasons
Enigma
No Doubt
Basement Jaxx
Dead Poetic
36 CRAZY FISTS
Red Hot Chili Peppers
Incubus
Head Automatica
Blink 182
The Cure
Glassjaw
UK Hip Hop
Dillinger Escape Plan

BERT

If you don't know who he is... FUCK OFF!

Movies:

Hhhmmmm.... Too many questions :oS

The Butterfly Effect
Donnie Darko
American Beauty
House of Flying Daggers

Any other crazy arse, kinda hard to keep up with films.

Television:

Not for me, ta

Books:

...i'm not even going to lie and say that i read...

Heroes:

Sammi, Hollie and Becky are ma girls!!

My Blog

Simplicity please...

Walk away, push everything aside, breathe again.Distance.Time.Focus. Instinct rearing, anger rising. Understating understanding. nomoretearsplease.ionlymakesmiles.Fears of forgetting. Worried about wo...
Posted by or we can just have a conversation on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 06:56:00 PST

bored now...

i'm such a stupid shit sometimes... i'm sorry. again, just worrying about worrying.xxx
Posted by or we can just have a conversation on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 02:04:00 PST

My Retreat...

When i say, I'm going to Devon... this is where I go :o) I like it... a lotxxx...
Posted by or we can just have a conversation on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 11:22:00 PST

Pissing hell...

I dunno if I can do this... can I really give everything up again, to eventually be fucked over?The chances are pretty high... i mean, for being fucked over.But if I don't take the risk... will I...
Posted by or we can just have a conversation on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 09:12:00 PST

Happier now!

things are getting much better now...moving on with myself and having more confidence in what i can do, i've proved so much to myself recently.since i came back from devon, my life has changed so much...
Posted by or we can just have a conversation on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 05:33:00 PST

Do this... NOW!!

1. who are you? 2. are we friends?3. when and how did we meet? 4. how have I affected you?5. what do you think of me?6. what's the fondest memory you have of me?7. how long do you think we will be fri...
Posted by or we can just have a conversation on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 12:17:00 PST

Right Now...

I couldn't be happier...I just don't want to ever say goodbye to this, something I'm so sure about.
Posted by or we can just have a conversation on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 01:24:00 PST

All good things must come to an end...

This saddens me... To be honest I think me and my mates have done pretty well to stay so close and in touch for the past 2 years of not being in school... none have ever just become an "acquaintance" ...
Posted by or we can just have a conversation on Thu, 11 May 2006 04:26:00 PST

Testing 1, 2...

Ok, so this is blogging, eh?Well, it's late and I'm still awake for no apparent reason.Up in Horsham, with my family!! Woo hoo.Sitting in my pajamas and some cardigan of my uncles, very uncool some mi...
Posted by or we can just have a conversation on Tue, 09 May 2006 07:14:00 PST