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About Me


Hello...some of you may know me most of you probably don't. I go by a few different names, they are: Kimberly, Kimber, Kimmie, Kim, Kimmie Sue, Brea, Hillary, Hillary Star and Tiffany. No, I do not have different personalities for each name.
I live in Lower Burrell, PA. I don't like it here. There's nothing but a bunch of backstabbers that live here. You don't know who you can really trust. I have a few friends, but I don't know which ones are real friends.
I am a cutter. I've been cutting for 10 years. I came out about SI the summer of 2004. I've been attempting to stop. I hope someday to achieve this goal. Don't feel bad for me because I do not want nor do I need your sympathy. All I need from anyone is understanding. You have your ways of dealing with things and I have mine. I won't judge you by the things you do so don't judge me. I am not a bad person just because of this...
I tend to have a hard time trusting people. Many things have happened in my short life to make me this way. My trust is hard to get and if sometime happens it's almost impossible to get it back.
I like art. I used to draw and paint. I haven't done that in a while. I'll have to start doing it again. I'm also really big into photography. Black and white is my favorite. I think it's more dramatic.
I write too; poems, lyrics and stories. Three of my poems are published. Every now and then I post poems in my blogs. No one ever reads my stories...well other than my sister. She's the only one I've ever let read my work.
I love animals. We have 8 dogs (Shusha is a lab beagle shepard mix, Mollie is a black lab, Riley...we don't know what he is...he's a weird lookin dog but we still love him, Sarge is a tan lab, Ashton is a yellow lab, Mocha is lots of different colors and she's a lab, Chansis is a black and white lab, Rocket is a tan lab just like her daddy), 4 cats (Midnight is all black, Dayzie is all black and longhaired, Soxalopagus is black and white and longhaired, Pooh is a short haired gray tabby...he's a butthead), 2 guinea pigs (Annabelle is orange and white longhaired and Hollie Dae is black grey and brown longhaired) and an evil bunny(Thumper is an English Spots which is black with blue spots he came with papers lol) and then I got another bunny...he's not as evil, but he can be kinda scary. I'm very afraid of rabbits. I don't really know why, they just scare the bageebees out of me. But they are my babies and I love them all to death.
I'm can be shy at first, but once I feel comfortable I'm a really fun person. I'll try anything at least once. So yeah, that's me...if you wanna know anything else just ask.
These are my screen names feel free to IM me anytime
aim - BloodGoddess2169
yahoo - runningintothedarkness2169
msn - [email protected]
these are my groups feel free to join any of them.
This is for everyone who loves me!! Come on you know you do.
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This is for cutters who are trying to stop and need someone to talk to.
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i love halloween so i made a group
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i wanna meet fun people
other cutters
peoples who are into the same junks as me
everyone who looks at my page...so that means YOU!!

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My Blog

update on my life...blah

So, I haven't updated this thing in a while...not that anyone really cares.  There's been a lot of shit going through my mind lately.  I just don't know what's goiong on with me.  I re...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 19:16:00 GMT

cant take it anymore

I just don't know what to do anymore.  Everything is falling apart and there's nothing I can do about it.  Sometimes I feel like my depression is getting worse.  Bibble is dead.  ...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 14:38:00 GMT

It Hurts Too Much

Her heart hurts She doesn't know what to do She feels so lost The emptiness that fills her is too much She don't know why Why she feels this way She wants to be happy And stop all their worrying But s...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 23:29:00 GMT

Self Injury: The Facts

Self Injury: The Facts "How can you know what I'm feeling when it's locked inside? To wear it on my body tells what words cannot describe..."- Cold, UNDERTOW  WARNING: IF YOU ARE A SELF INJURE...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 20:49:00 GMT

Self Sabotage

Why am I being like this??  What is wrong with me?  Why can't I just let my life be good for once??  Why do I always have to mess things up????  I'm so fucking stupid.  I mean...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 04:33:00 GMT

the greatest gift of all

When I first met you, My life was falling apart. You came into my world, And started mending my broken heart. You have showed me, That they're not all the same. Not every guy out there, Is playing tha...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 22:00:00 GMT

when there's nowhere else to turn...

I dont know what else to do.  I feel so empty inside.  I feel like crying all the time.  Why is this happening again?  I thought I was finally getting better but as the days go on ...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 15:24:00 GMT

new puppies

So Mollie had MORE puppies.  This is her 4th and final litter.  this time is was extremely emotional.  She was acting like she was going to have them all night, so I stayed up...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 23:54:00 GMT

September 13, 2004 *the story of my death*

It was September 13, 2004.  I was working at Pet Perfection (a grooming place).  I was one of the bathers, Rachael and Beth were the other bathers.  It started off as just another day, ...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 20:14:00 GMT

YUCK!!

ok peoples...i'm like so fucking grossed out.  so like we went out to dinner today...and like we had chicken wings.  we were eating and junks and then i noticed that they had feathers!!!!&n...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Sep 2006 16:24:00 GMT