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I dont need to get a life im a gamer. I have LOTS of LIVES! Living just isn't hard enough. Burn me a

About Me

My name is Kurtis i play drums and video games alot i love music. When i play games i like to use my gamer ToxicFear so look at the top of the score baord and most likly im there :). I will take any challages that are thrown at me Xfire =toxicfear1 BRING IT ON!!!!!...anyways im a nice and peacefull guy a lover not a fighter. I love to go against the odds and come out owning when every says OH no hes not going to win like 1v5 eh. But its me if you want to get to know me even more then message me and ill be happy too CHECK IT OUT!! http://www.pplaylist.com/user/5825031 ... Profile modified by: Magic ...There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever right Such a cruel contradiction I know I cross the lines its not easy to define I'm born to indecision. There's always something new some path I'm supposed to choose. With no particular rhyme or reason. ...My sound we come to take over, MC you better look over your shoulder,Yeah you know we on and on, oh well now.Skindred we in ah you area. ...And got so far But in the end It doesn’t even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn’t even matter I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this There’s only one thing you should know I've put my trust in you Pushed as far as I can go For all this. ... Got this dance that's more than real Drink Brass Monkey here's how you feel Put your left leg down your right leg up Tilt your head back let's finish the cup M.C.A. with the bottle D.rocks the can ..."I'll try," she said as he walked away."Try not to lose you."Two vibrant hearts could change.Nothing tears the being more than deception,unmasked fear."I'll be here waiting" tested and secure.Nothing hurts my world,just affects the ones around me When sin's deep in my blood,you'll be the one to fall.

My Interests

Drumming, Video games, PC's, Music. .... ...FUCK Your God Your Lord, your Christ He did this Took all you had and Left you this way Still you pray, never stray, never Taste of the fruit Never thought to question why. ...So I've betrayed self So I've betrayed you So what now? So what do we do? Pushing you away Away from me. ...Ashes to ashes.I shall chase you / in ten days as your shadow / becomes hunted.I shall resurrect. ...I be the maniac K-I double L-A I slit their fuckin' throats and have Sex with all the bodies, I'm a retard People call me special though I keep my victims eyelids.In a mennilla office envelopes.I split you like a cantalope To see whatd on your mind.Smokin' trees, keep me find well at least most of the time.Till i'm on your front lawn.Waitin' in the cold, the lights on.But don't look like nobody home. ...Blown the fuck up at the foundation. I'm hatin' you fucks, make no mistake My missiles create aftershocks like earthquakes In amazement fill the pavement with red If you cover your chest, I just aim for your head I let nobody live or leave, I bring fever.

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...... ...So you found out today your life's not the same Not quite as perfect as it was yesterday but When you were just getting in the groove Now you're faced with something new And I know it hurts and I know you feel torn But you never gave up this easily before So why do you choose today to give it all away. ...Dig through the ditches, Burn through the witches. I slam in the back of my Dragula. (I would like to get to know any one that wants to know me i love talking about stuff and just chillin..) ... When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tearsWhen you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.And I held your hand through all of these years. ...So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal. ...I feel... like you don't want me around... I guess i'll pack all my things... I guess i'll see you around... Its all... been bottled up until now... as I walk out your door... all I hear is the sound. ...Sometimes I feel like I don't have a partner.Sometimes I feel like my only friend its the city I live in, the city of angels.Lonely as i am, together we cry. ...Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders On my shoulders All alone I pierce the chain And on and on the sting remains And dieing eyes consume me now The voice inside screams out loud. ...Can’t find the answers I’ve been crawling on my knees.Looking for anything.To keep me from drowning.Promises have been turned to lies.Can’t even be honest inside.Now I’m running backward.Watching my life wave me goodbye.

Music:

............ ...Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you are their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of a pain? ...Will you, walk me,To the edge again Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again Woke up tonight and no one's here with me I'm giving in to you. ...on a cobweb afternoon in a room full of emptiness by a freeway i confess i was lost in the pages of a book full of death reading how we'll die alone and if we're good we'll lay to rest anywhere we want to go. ...She calls me from the cold Just when I was low, feeling short of stable.And all that she intends.And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label.She says she's ashamed.And can she take me for awhile.And can I be a friend, we'll forget the past.But maybe I'm not able.And I break at the bend. ...So pardon me while I burst into flames.I've had enough of the world and it's people's mindless games.So pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame.Pardon me, pardon me...I'll never be the same! ... I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in, And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand. ...That I tend bury into you At least now the storm can't blow me away.So crawl inside my head with me.I'll show you how it feels to be,To blame like me. ...Magic mushrooms x-tacy, cannibus, ludes, and GHB uppers –n- downers and THC blues and vics and acid on sheets. ...in dreams i see myself flyingcloser to the sun, and i'm climbing tried to touch the sun but the brightness burned my eyes unconscious, or am i conscious?fell from the sky like a star sometimes i feel as though i'm frozen in heaven.

Movies:

...I... I stand, not crawling, not falling down I... I bleed the demons that drag me down I... I stand, (for nothing), not crawling, (the center), not falling down (of calms within the eye)I... I'll bleed, (for no one), The demons, (but myself), that pull me down (for me and no one else) ...And now I'm forced to see I think I'm on my way, Oh it hurts to live today Oh and she says “Don't you wish you were dead like me?” ...She isn't real I can't make her real She isn't real I can't make her real.

Television:

...One, oh one,The only way is one I feel angry I feel helpless Want to change the world I feel violent I feel alone Don't try and change my mind ...My eyes seek reality My fingers seek my veins There's a dog at your back step He must come in from the rain I fall cause I let go The net below has rot away So my eyes seek reality And my fingers seek my veins ...Tingling baby got me feeling like mingling baby This is a hella higher learning than singleton baby One minute I'm cold next one I'm heat Get me some, big red so I don't grind my teeth. ...Those who died are justified for wearing the badge, they're the chosen whites You justify those that died by wearing the badge, they're the chosen whites.Those who died are justified for wearing the badge, they're the chosen whites.You justify those that died by wearing the badge,they're the chosen whites. ...Like a game of chess I carved your chest.Don't snap back, pull the trigger into my neck.Bust your move, drop the news.It's a crying shame I'm feeling all the pain.And you want to slap my face.You'll try to put me in your place.Well I'll step back and then attack.This is my time to get my life back.

Books:

...Puff it and pass it and I give it to my homies yall Hit it and quit it then I give it to my homies yall I got the world around my finger with my homies yalll And everything is obsolete unless I hear my homies call. ...I said your the only one.Whats your name.Who do you love.I wanna hate you kill you.Treat you like ive have enough ...I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh.I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away.I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well.I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ...See I want to, believe you, and I want to, trust you, and I want to have, faith to, put away the dagger. ... It's you It's that shit stuck under my shoe It's that smell inside the van It's my bed sheet covered with sand Sitting through a shitty band Getting dog shit on my hands Getting hassled by the man. ...Hey you, Mrs. too-good-to-look-my-way and that's cool you want nothing at all to do with me. But I want you, ain't nothing wrong with wanting you cause I'm a man and I can think what the hell I want, you got that straight? No doubt that (no doubt) I'd love to (I'd love) sniff on them panties now. ...You said it couldn't be done Told me that it's the kind of battle That just couldn't be won, you know You're too sick, too hard, too fucked in the head You'll never make it, no, not in this lifetime Well guess again my friend Don't act suprised We got the bass drum kick That will blow out your eyes Cause when you hear this shit You'll get to steppin'Gonna fight the war And use my music as a weapon.

Heroes:

........... ......... ...Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky? Search in vain? Asking why? All alone? Where is God? Looking down? We don’t know? ... ...They were crying when their sons left. God is wearing black. He's gone so far to find no hope. He's never coming back. ...Time goes by and God knows I try to carry on with life.Decide not to hide feelings inside, even though they hurt Sometimes, I forget to remember you.It's easy to lock away the pains, don't want to relive it through.But I stay strong, you taught me how to move on in this world.I married my sweetheart, even got a little baby girl I wish you could see her, I swear she looks just like you If you can hear me, show me a sign, please send her a butterfly or two. ...Digging up the corpses (once again)Tell me another story Digging up the corpses That haunts you, that haunts you Digging up the corpses (once again)Tell me another story Digging up the corpses (once again)Corpses, corpses (once again)Corpses... digging... up the... corpses... once again.

My Blog

"Trapped In A Psycho’s Body"

""Trapped In A Psycho's Body"[1st Verse]Don't you come near me cause the devils sittin' next to meI drink my drink and smoke my weed and pop my extacy.Then add some GHB and mushrooms to the recipe, th...
Posted by ...Somthing like that! on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 10:43:00 PST

I Love You My Love

..> ..> I Love You My Love  ..> ..>   I love you my love, For what you have done for me, I love you my love, For what you have shown me.I love you my love, Because you are like my...
Posted by ...Somthing like that! on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 08:39:00 PST

Obsession

I'll mimic everything you are to meThe way you walk, the way you talkThe way you breatheObsessions, ObsessingObsessing, ObsessionsSing a song, sing your little songMake it all make sense to meObsessin...
Posted by ...Somthing like that! on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 12:29:00 PST

Thinking About Forever

Thinking About Forever - P.O.D. Time goes by and God knows I try to carry on with life Decide not to hide feelings inside, even though they hurt Sometimes, I forget to remember you It's easy to lock a...
Posted by ...Somthing like that! on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 07:44:00 PST

Fly Away - Eye of Fire

You fly away to your heaven so far away with another soul in your armsFly away my angel fly away and leave me here to stayLeave me be my angel leave me here to wither awayAll alone my angel with nothi...
Posted by ...Somthing like that! on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 04:18:00 PST

Polyamorous - Breaking Benjamin

The day has come to an endThe sun is over my headMy polyamorous friendYou got me in a mess of trouble againSoJust when you think that you're all rightI'm crawling out from the insideI never hurt anyon...
Posted by ...Somthing like that! on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 04:10:00 PST

Breath - Breaking Benjamin

I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like.Is it over yet, in my head?I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind.Is it over yet? I can't win.So sacrifice yourse...
Posted by ...Somthing like that! on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 04:04:00 PST

Low Man's Lyrics - Metallica

My eyes seek realityMy fingers seek my veinsThere's a dog at your back stepHe must come in from the rainI fall cause I let goThe net below has rot awaySo my eyes seek realityAnd my fingers seek my vei...
Posted by ...Somthing like that! on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 03:58:00 PST

Barely Breathing

I know what you're doing, I see it all to clear I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears You really had me going, wishing on a star But the black holes that surround you are heavier by far ...
Posted by ...Somthing like that! on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 05:10:00 PST