☠☠☠☠Sean Furlanic☠☠☠☠

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I push my fingers into my eyes... It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache... But it's made of all the things I have to take... Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside... If the pain goes on... Aaaaaaaah!I have screamed until my veins collapsed I've waited as my time's elapsed Now, all I do is live with so much hate I've wished for this, I've bitched at that I've left behind this little fact: You cannot kill what you did not create I've gotta say what I've gotta say And then I swear I'll go away But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise I guess I'll save the best for last My future seems like one big past You're left with me 'cause you left me no choiceI push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!Put me back together Or separate the skin from bone Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me alone Tell me the reality is better than the dream But I found out the hard way, Nothing is what it seems!I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache But it's made of all the things I have to take Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!All I've got...all I've got is insane... All I've got...all I've got is insane... All I've got...all I've got is insane! All I've got...all I've got is insane!I push my fingers into my eyes It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache But it's made of all the things I have to take Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside If the pain goes on, I'm not gonna make it!Doc, I'm dying, I'm feeling compromised (feeling compromised) and so dehumanized (and so dehumanized) I lost my final fight to disease, I feel that this is where it ends I need that shot to enter my vein My Brompton Cocktail blend’Cause I can't feel my face I won't struggle on In a world so cold In a world so wrongI'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long) Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong in a lie...I'm tired, induced euphoria (induced euphoria) to help me move along (help me move along) I wanna meet my maker in peace, i want to feel alive again So put that smile back on my face and mix it strong my friend’Cause I can't feel my face I won't struggle on In a world so cold In a world so wrongI'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long) Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong And I take my life tonight ’cause I have the right to die how I wanna and leave how I arrived, so aliveI believe my sins have been forgiven and I believe my choice will save me from this life please don't question why my sins have been forgotten I believe I'll find peace in afterlife please don't question why I left this way’Cause I can't feel my face I won't struggle on In a world so cold In a world so wrongI'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long) Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong And I take my life tonight ’cause I have the right to die how I wanna and leave how I arrived, so aliveDoc, I'm dying, I'm feeling compromised (feeling compromised) and so dehumanized (and so dehumanized) I lost my final fight to disease, I feel that this is where it ends I need that shot to enter my vein My Brompton Cocktail blend’Cause I can't feel my face I won't struggle on In a world so cold In a world so wrongI'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long) Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong in a lie...I'm tired, induced euphoria (induced euphoria) to help me move along (help me move along) I wanna meet my maker in peace, i want to feel alive again So put that smile back on my face and mix it strong my friend’Cause I can't feel my face I won't struggle on In a world so cold In a world so wrongI'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long) Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong And I take my life tonight ’cause I have the right to die how I wanna and leave how I arrived, so aliveI believe my sins have been forgiven and I believe my choice will save me from this life please don't question why my sins have been forgotten I believe I'll find peace in afterlife please don't question why I left this way’Cause I can't feel my face I won't struggle on In a world so cold In a world so wrongI'm not running away, been fighting this so long (so long) Such a price that we pay, we gotta be so strong And I take my life tonight ’cause I have the right to die how I wanna and leave how I arrived, so aliveI never thought I'd die alone I laughed the loudest who'd have known I traced the cord back to the wall No wonder it was never plugged in at all I took my time, I hurried up The choice was mine, I didn't think enough I'm too depressed, to go on You'll be sorry when I'm goneI never conquered, rarely came 16 just held such better days Days when I still felt alive We couldn't wait to get outside The world was wide, too late to try The tour was over we'd survived I couldn't wait till I got home To pass the time in my room aloneI never thought I'd die alone Another six months I'll be unknown Give all my things to all my friends You'll never set foot in my room again You'll close it off, board it up Remember the time that I spilled the cup Of apple juice in the hall Please tell mom this is not her faultI never conquered, rarely came 16 just held such better days Days when I still felt alive We couldn't wait to get outside The world was wide, too late to try The tour was over we'd survived I couldn't wait till I got home To pass the time in my room aloneI never conquered, rarely came Tomorrow holds such better days Days when I can still feel alive When I can't wait to get outside The world is wide, the time goes by The tour is over, I'd survived I can't wait till I get home To pass the time in my room aloneGo!Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm Catastrophic, not again I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections, I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattleFray the strings Throw the shapes Hold your breath Listen!I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT!I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battlesLocked in clutch Pushed in place Hold your breath Listen!I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT!I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT!My end It justifies my means All I ever do is delay My every attempt to evade The end of the road and my end It justifies my means All I ever do is delay My every attempt to evade THE END OF THE ROAD!I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT!I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT!I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT!Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, OH!I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor