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About Me

I like the dark and highways and bringing along the best best friend a kid could ask for.
I like English and grammar and nouns and verbs, but mostly, I like conjunctions and conjunctional punctuation. ;;;;&&&&.
I like it when I am instantly free of fear.
All of my tattoos are about books.
Charm. Chivalry. Respect.
I tell people they're beautiful and I mean it. I don't take words lightly. I have never told someone I loved them and not meant it.
I take photos and I make music. I used to draw things. I sleep a lot.
A good man once taught me everything I wanted to know and then some. He's still my hero.
I have not given up on you.
I work. I work some more. I'm going places. I'm a winner; I win things.
I write stuff. Want to read it? Let me know.
I like to wear socks.
I gave that one girl too many chances.
I remember things in small details. I will remember things that you've forgotten about, and hold on to them long after they've lost any trace of relevancy.
I like the color brown and the shape of hands.
I don't like to argue, anymore.
I still believe that there is someone out there who gets it, someone out there who will love my silence just as much as my words, someone out there who will never say negative things to me, someone out there who does not make me feel afraid, someone who cannot help but make me happy. She'll have the best laugh ever.
I don't like it when people talk to fill the silence.
I love smile lines and imperfect features and soft hands and ears to whisper in to.
I still believe that good things happen to good people.
I still believe you get what you deserve.
I'm a spitting image of my father. I think this used to scare him. I hope someday he learns to let it make him proud.
People who don't freeze me are rare. When I get nervous or thrown into a panic, I rub the fingers of my right hand together. I call this my cricket chirp. It is not endearing.
I am bigger than my body.
I am in motion.
I think holding hands is better than sex, anyday.
I think that growing up begins with accepting the fact that you, alone, are responsible for who you turn out to be. Stop blaming your parents or your environment or your friends or the world. You've done what you've done and the least you can do is own up to it. Mistakes or not, stand up for it. Be proud or learn from it. Grow.
I am constantly changing and evolving, but at the core, I am still the same kid you've always known.
I would still like to bring you flowers.
You're all the reason the dust I leave behind will be better than the dust I came from.
I'm adorable.
I smile at strangers. I help old ladies across the street. I hold the door and pull out chairs for ladies. I ask people how their day is going.
I want you to always feel like you are able to talk to me. I love you all, even when I am heartless.
I am still a fool for nice people.
At the heart of it all, I'm a good kid. I have a head on my shoulders and a heart in my chest. I believe we all deserve to love and be loved.

My Interests

Betty White. Driving to places at 3 a.m. Wrecking my box. The Perfect Summer. people who get it. creepy old guys. Clark Kent. banjo. washboard. clackity-clack-clack spoooons. The Bacardi Championship. Patrick. English. tetris. Wii! bad microphones. silly faces. goofballs. delivering pizza to naked guys. best friends forever. (Patrick) worst friends forever.(someone who is not Patrick) never growing up. plaid. pliers. ink pens. old photos. asofterworld. letting things go. a silver ring. tape. burberry. Fred Piper. Going over my text messaging limit. rrrrrr like dinosaurs. hidden messages. pick guards. bad coffee. Count Basie. still feeling it. guitars. Salvador Dali. Tina Fey. remembering new old things. puns. punctuation. children's books. life after death. Patrick. really digging the small things.

I'd like to meet:

New people terrify me.




I make music.

You may find me soloing here. and dueting here.

I would like to bring you flowers.


rice rice and more rice.

Music:

Modest Mouse, Sufjan Stevens, Relient K, Colin Hay, John Cale, The Flaming Lips, Bob Seger, John Mayer, Rilo Kiley, Regina Spektor, The Beatles, Tom Petty, They Might Be Giants, The Butchies, Frank Hoier, Fountains of Wayne, Bjork, Ben Folds, The Bens, The Hold Steady, Tokyo Police Club, Her Space Holiday, Tegan And Sara, Beck, The Ataris, Gym Class Heroes, Me!, Two People

Movies:

Dead Poets Society, The Royal Tennenbaums, The Virgin Suicides, Big Fish, What Dreams May Come, American History X, This is Spinal Tap, Best In Show, For Your Consideration, Mean Girls, Fried Green Tomatoes, The Truman Show, St. Elmo's Fire, This Boy's Life, Requiem For A Dream, Office Space, Pretty In Pink, Harry Potter, Lord Of The Rings, Chronicals of Narnia, Peter Pan,

Television:

history. science. stand-up. Sarah Silverman. Match Game! The Golden Girls. MASH. Who's the Boss? Rosanne. Scrubs. Infomercials. Malcom in the Middle.

Books:

I read everything I can get my hands .. all these years and all these pages, these few books and authors remain dear to my heart:To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee, Slaughterhouse 5 by Kurt Vonnegut, Gary Paulsen, Brett Easten Ellis, I am the Cheese by Robert Comier, Judy Blume, Beverly Cleary, Jonothan Shute, Shel Silverstein, Roald Dahl, T.S. Eliot, The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald, Robert Frost, The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton, Rumblefish by S.E. Hinton, How to Eat Fried Worms by Thomas Rockwell, View from the Cherry Tree by Willo Davis Roberts, In Watermelon Sugar by Richard Brautigan, Trout Fishing in America by Richard Brautigan, Ernest Hemmingway- specifically The Old Man and the Sea, East of Eden by John Steinbeck, Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes, The Heart is a Lonley Hunter by Carson McCullers, The PostSecret books, Arthur Miller, Flannery O'Connor, Rudyard Kipling, The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger, William Carlos Williams, Walt Whitman, Truman Capote, James Joyce (you thought my first language was English- but my real first language was Joyce), Augusten Burroughs, Animal Farm by George Orwell, A Day No Pigs Would Die by Robert Peck,

Heroes:

Not you.

My Blog

if now, as in, in this moment, as in, here as in the present. yes.

Sometimes I do the right thing.  
Posted by the em on Fri, 17 Aug 2007 06:19:00 PST

a semi-long story of how I remember greeting the dead.

The day slipped by and I did not even notice it happening. Yesterday was two years from the beginning of it allwell maybe it was not the beginning, but it was the pennical moment when it all hit home...
Posted by the em on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 07:28:00 PST

i am glad i got to watch him.

The best thing about Jeff is that he was always laying down next to people and listening.  He didn't care where you were at- a bed, a couch, the floor;  he was always content laying anywhere...
Posted by the em on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 11:25:00 PST

A scent that threatened to disperse me in particles of hope

It sounds stupid but my favorite thing about you was the way you smelled. It was really no big deal, in fact it was just your silly shampoo, but I am serious here.  After you left, I wanted to ...
Posted by the em on Thu, 31 May 2007 08:00:00 PST

the loud voice of a woman in heels

I get to hear her voice in the other room for these few minutes that I'm typing this and I started to realize, yes, sometimes, I'm still lucky. She is somewhere in the back of the house getting out of...
Posted by the em on Sat, 19 May 2007 08:19:00 PST

2 am and wide awake

What I wanted was not what I got and I am left figuring out that I really screwed up here.  Sometimes I do good things and sometimes I do horrible things and sometimes I do things that are reall...
Posted by the em on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 12:58:00 PST

to do list:

Get my frickin' car back, clean, eat, take a shower, draw more, take more photos, buy film, fix my holga, stop, stand still, remember why i'm here, close my eyes, talk to people, stop, stop again, sto...
Posted by the em on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 09:41:00 PST