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Cera

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About Me


..I would like to do more modeling!!!
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"To exist is to change, to change is to mature, to mature is to go on creating oneself endlessly"
- Henri Louis Bergson
"The man who removes a mountain begins by carrying away small stones."
- William Faulkner
"If it wasn't meant to be, it would have never been."
"I feel bad that I don't feel worse."
- Michael Frayn
"The good life is inspired by love and guided by knowledge."
- Bertrand Russell
The thing i hate most are liars!!!!
Yes, you are a hopeless romantic.
You need a lot of of emotions and warmth.
Daydreams and fantasies intrigue you and mesmerize you.
You focus on your fantasies as they provide
a way out of the ordinary.
You are a dreamy person who is very prone to infatuation
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Cera

Was last seen watching harold and kumar
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My name is Cera
Im a very happy person....usually. Hyper. I love to smile and laugh.
My fiance is Chris. He asked me to marry him on 3-18-09. Not only is he my fiance, soulmate, lover, and the one for me, but he is also my best friend. We were actually best friends for 2 years before we got together and realized that this is what we've always dreamed of and been waiting for. He is my one true love. He knows everything about me and my past and we have such an open relationship with eachother. He makes me the happiest Ive ever been and Ill be with him for the rest of my life and will grow old together. ooooo I love him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I like a bit of adventure now and then. Unfortunately I get caught up in routine alot. My mind always has to be busy. I never really relax. Someday it'll catch up with me but not yet...so keep it comin! I play my bass guitar here and there. not that great at it, but getting a bit better, I started playing guitar. and i can also play drums a bit.
I used to be the vocalist of the band Dark Ruin.
Unfortunately we broke up recently.
I enjoy hanging out with my friends. I like all sorts of knowledge...especially useless knowledge (its the best!), movies, concerts, tattooing, drawing, writing, playing pool, working on my car, shooting guns, model, bowling, going to the bar, motorcycles, jet ski's, speed boats, goin upnorth, laser tag, making clothes, and walks along the water and nature trails, art, horseback riding, put put golf, looking at the stars at nite,
candle lit dinners, and all that crazy childish, fun, and romantic stuff.
i want to try going 4 wheelin, snow mobiling, snowboarding. I used to skateboard, so im wondering how different it is for snowboarding.
i love to write about my thoughts, emotions and my opinions, and...common sense, logic.
i really dont know what to say on these thingys.
im the type of person that does whatever im interested in. im also a very weird but "adorkable" person. many people would agree, but they usually get a kick out of it. im very undecisive, i confuse people very easily(not on purpose...most of the time), i love to make people smile and help people, im very intelligent, even tho i dont know half (or 3/4) of the english language..."what does that mean?" (i dont care for big words), people say im fun so thats a great thing. i take things a bit too seriously sometimes, im sensative, i look into things too deep (but it could be for my advantage), i love to drive. when im bored i drive without any destinations and listen to my music. it helps keep my mind going. im like the guy from the movie "Crank" except i need my mind goin constantly.
im also very quite. i have my few crazy, loud, very talkative moments. which is what people love about me. which is now quite quite frequent.
but one of my favorite things to do is listen.
you can learn so much from just listening.
unfortunately, i do some extra listening to things that can be taken to my advantage, well... its unfortunate for those people.
but all in all, i think im a really good person, easy to get along with, sometimes i do too much for people, but im nice, so thats good, but i think i need to be a lil bitchier. yeah.......
I would also like to do more modeling.
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You scored as Satanism. Your beliefs most closely resemble those of Satanism! Before you scream, do a bit of research on it. To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype. Your beliefs may also resemble those of earth-based religions such as paganism.

Satanism


83%

Buddhism


83%

atheism


75%

Paganism


75%

agnosticism


67%

Judaism


58%

Christianity


38%

Islam


29%

Hinduism


17%
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My Blog

my car is back in full working condition....for now.

wow.  to think that after putting like $1600 in my car it finally works good now. from febuary til today my car has been in and out of the auto shop.  but now its good.  atleast im hoping. knowing my ...
Posted by on Tue, 12 May 2009 16:05:00 GMT

Open the box to see whats inside...

i just read a blog that my sister posted. and i feel bad that not that much is going well.  i know that alot of what is goin on affects me too.my mother had to get surgery on her right hand for carpal...
Posted by on Mon, 26 Jan 2009 00:31:00 GMT

one thing after another...

i am pissed.  i took my car in to DTS to get worked on cuz i thought my differential was having problems. turns out it was actually my rear wheel bearings, needed to be changed. so the next day i got ...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jan 2009 23:35:00 GMT

Sunshine of your love . . .

well,i started tattooin again. and this time...no breaks!  but i do have to find a regular job too.  i have been stressing alot lately and kinda been depressed.so much is goin on in this hea...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Oct 2008 01:33:00 GMT

finally found a reason, now i need an excuse.

what is a person supposed to do when it feels like the world may be taking the biggest shit on you?ehh..........just so much shit is goin wrong.  to where its kinda hard to make more than one ste...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 01:19:00 GMT

conquer all

i can feel there is a great deal of change coming my way.i dont deal with change that easily.nor do i fully think im ready for it.my mind has been consumed for the past couple days.i dont fully know w...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 00:25:00 GMT

cant sleep

Yeah..........So  in a couple weeks im moving.To Roseville.   Its kool....ill have my own place.I have a job interview in like 6 1/2 hours but i cant seem to fall back alseep after awak...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 00:36:00 GMT

phase

i feel like im back to where i started.starting at the beginning again.but this time, i dont know what will happen. my mind has been full of everythingand some people prolly expected more from methan ...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 16:46:00 GMT

to those who understand...i extend my hand

so much has been goin on recently.its all crazy-like. well i guess for sure ill be starting skool in the fall.and some things that im trying to decide from:pharmacist, dental hygenist, registered nurs...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jul 2008 01:36:00 GMT

try to hold on....

sometimes i wish i could go back in timeand change some things.things i did, didnt do, said, didnt say, things i let happen, things i didnt let happen.  things i wish would of happened maybe in a...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 22:52:00 GMT