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YN4FF!T

You don't have to speak because I can hear your heart beat.

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"Tiffany.... you're kind of eclectic."
I am too deep to describe in words. These are only a preview.
My name is painfully boring, seven letters I can't stand. I have tasted the air of this world for 21 years. I am not enough years to be wise, but I am far more intelligent than you will probably assume.To this world, I tend to feel alien. My heart is almost too big for my own good. I don't just feel my pain, but others as well. I love love love giving. I would say, "hey let's save this world." But I have come to the conclusion that it is far past too late for that. Humans are ignorant, stupid, self centered, rude, and beyond crazy. I don't need a lot in my life to be happy. I fell in love once. Story ended, and so did my heart for a while. Fell in love again, and even better this time. My fingers only fit in the space between Ian's. I release my feelings through writing. I hope to write a book someday. I absolutely love music. Most people assume I only listen to rock, but they are ohhh so wrong. I love almost everything. Yes, including country. I can't fall asleep without music in the background. I tend to put a song on repeat for longer than I should. There isn't much that annoys me. A couple things: Bad grammar, rude people, overly fake girls, and my little brother at times. haha. I don't need fake nails, a fake tan, and 80 dollar jeans to feel good about myself. I think that shit is pathetic. I only have a few fears: heart ache, elevators, and spiders.I have learned that the dark is nothing to fear. I have never been too much of a girly girl, and I never will be. I prefer old playstation and super nintendo over the new consoles. The outdoors is something I really love. Especially on a sunny autumn day, or a day when rain falls with the sun exposed. I actually prefer autumn over summer. I absolutely hate winter, including snow. I'm what I call, an Extroverted introvert. I'm loud, but I'm also quiet. Books are one of my best friends. I absolutely love to read. Take me in a book store, you will wish you didn't. I despise television. It just corrupts minds. I have a tendency to sing a lot, and I can carry a tune pretty well. I am quite fascinated by ancient egypt, as well as the anasazi, and the aztecs. I'm a picky person when it comes to some things, especially food. I don't eat meat. I prefer black ink pens over any other color when I'm writing. And I don't really like to wear the color pink. I love the looks of ink under my skin. I may be kind of addicted. I have three tattoos, and more to come. My face holds two pieces of metal, while my ears hold nine, and my belly holds one. I tolerate pain extremely well. I get bored way too easily. I love long car rides, because I can think without being interupted. I believe in things I probably shouldn't. Like the paranormal. I have no religion, because if you're actually smart you will see that it is completely illogical. I was born with intuitions, and sometimes it is pretty accurate, and creepy. I'm a star gazer, and a cloud watcher. I'm emotional, but I'm strong. I loooooooove the ocean, and everything in it. I don't believe in categorizing, but I don't care if people place me in one. In fact, I don't care what people have to say at all. I will stand against anything, I will never fall. I have more self esteem than almost any girl I have ever met. I like to go out in public in funny clothes just for the weird looks I get from people. You only live once. Why hide from who you really are? I would never. I am what I am, and I am happy with that. I don't give a fuck if you arent. I'll always be me.
looooooove this boy.

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My Details

Status Ian's Soul Mate.

Orientation Opposite of crooked.
Ethnicity White as it gets.
Religion Fuck that.
Income People don't tip well...

My Blog

Zero.

if time could help it fadetake my life, and let me break away.because zero doesn't feel so good.I've been in a better place.I'm just stuck in head aches.The frames on my face don't work,because it's g...
Posted by YN4FF!T on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 09:20:00 PST

My Satan

the greyest color in the clouds can really drown my mind,I look around and all is well,but I am still captured in these hardened bars,and inside there is only black.No matter the sharpness of your eye...
Posted by YN4FF!T on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 01:27:00 PST

Deadly seduction, breaths of fatality.

I believe your love may be fatal,though if it is, I'll take as many lethal injections as possible,through every kiss with a passionate twist.I could fall from just your words,or I could wither from th...
Posted by YN4FF!T on Wed, 08 Oct 2008 01:30:00 PST

Until then, I am alien.

I wake up wishing every day that  maybe people will open their fucking eyes.But they don't. They're all still blind. Still completely oblivious to everything.Life is not an easy obstacle and...
Posted by YN4FF!T on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 02:56:00 PST

I may have tripped over the words.

the only thing worth tripping over may have been my words,although I was barely able to resist,Lightly pricked with love of roses,Enlightened only in the light of stars,And may my tripping have l...
Posted by YN4FF!T on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 05:00:00 PST

the truth about your pain.

I hate the way your face twists when I can't say those words in reply,I never meant to break you apart,I'm sure you could see it from the way I cried there in your embrace.I adore your warmth, but som...
Posted by YN4FF!T on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 11:26:00 PST

Cut the music DJ.

Silence the music, I shut my eyes. Not once must I look down at the letters I'm pressing, words flow neatly from the tips of my fingers.I am freeing my self from the agony, the hurt. It only takes let...
Posted by YN4FF!T on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 03:23:00 PST

The end never comes around this corner.

is it ever going to end?will I ever wake up with out some kind of brick resting on my chest?I thought this was over.but it's not.It's just different now.I got my dad's genes in this area.I have to suf...
Posted by YN4FF!T on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 11:44:00 PST

Stomach and head knots

it ails me so to know, that my words don't mean a thing to nearly nobody,   For what do I have such intelligence?   to speak to an unsympathetic wall? Or to write words to blind eyes?...
Posted by YN4FF!T on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 12:12:00 PST

letters, three only.

There are letters, three only,that spell the agony of this earth.And here we have reached it,much quicker than some had expected.Clouds will take this fire like form,as we continue to paint our lives ...
Posted by YN4FF!T on Wed, 13 Aug 2008 01:24:00 PST