.lucky girl. profile picture

.lucky girl.

I am here for Friends

About Me

i tend to feel before i think. i jump before walking. i will put others before myself. i am straight edge, but still know how to have fun...i know, it's hard to believe, but oh so true. i try my hardest not to judge people. i don't have too many friends, but the few i do have, i cherish. you can almost always catch me rocking blue or black. "old enough to know better, young enough to pretend"...i love love bagels and smoothies. i read a lot. i think more than i read. i get weirded out big time when i break my nails, hear faucet dripping, or anything that repeats. i shop like i got loot, when i know i don't. retail therapy is a good pal of mine. i dig going to the park, kayaking, and riding my bike. there's much more...you're either gonna have to trust me or find out for yourself.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

people who say what they mean and mean what they say... people like the people i already know.

My Blog

for the record..

you hurt ME i did not have a chance to hurt YOU. i thought i lost it. a constant stream of tears running down my cheeks... being walked over, disregarded, and overlooked somehow i am gaining clarity.....
Posted by on Sun, 27 Jul 2008 10:43:00 GMT

this week

i get off early tomorrow and have no plans for the 4th, anyone wanna hang? this week has been a bad one, so give me a reason to change my thoughts. i hope it can't get any worse...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 04:32:00 GMT

lost

im sooooo lost right now... i have no idea whats going on...  
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 15:27:00 GMT

Check me out channel 12 news...talking about libraries

nj channel 12...im on talking about libraries.. jokes on em...i cant read.
Posted by on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 20:25:00 GMT

what up questions.

1. How tall are you? just under 5'9"2. Do you own a gun? i got two...under my tshirt.3. Rehab? Counseling? nah kid.4. Have you ever killed an animal? yes. i used to put them in my mouth. granted ...
Posted by on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 19:46:00 GMT

this one time...

i saw deer.. so i said.. oh dear. (deer) then i called rachel... b/c she's like one of the only people in the world that would appreciate it. we were reminising about that earlier this evening. *sigh*...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 20:27:00 GMT

starry night skies

You promised me starry night skies They just remind me of your shining bright eyes Im missing your voice at night time This separation seems a sad crimebut dont dont dont think think think i forgot ...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Aug 2005 17:12:00 GMT

never contend with someone who has nothing to lose.

NEVER CONTEND WITH SOMEONE WHO HAS NOTHING TO LOSE. By doing so you enter into an unegual conflict. The other enters without anxiety--having lost everything, uncluding shame, he has no further loss t...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Aug 2005 23:03:00 GMT

number two

i had another dream about you... then i saw you a few days later... which was a few days ago. you stood right next to me, yet claim you didn't see me. i saw her touch your back... you didn't see me.....
Posted by on Sun, 07 Aug 2005 20:36:00 GMT

dream

i had a dream about you last night... we started to hang out again... but somehow i was still able to upset you. no matter what i do... or where i go... you're always on my mind and in my heart. i'm s...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Aug 2005 04:37:00 GMT