The first thing is that I'm complicated. You have a better chance of getting to know me by not trying so hard to get to know me. I tell you more than you realize. The second, I philosophize... A lot. There are so many ideas running through my head, so many thoughts, life stories, theories, and it all thrives from common sense. If you don't understand common sense, you won't understand anything at all. You will live for nothing, and serve everything. You will become a slave to the mediocre world that you say you have figured out, and you won't know because you fall into the crowd so precisely.I... love... nature. The natural world. It's the most amazing thing you will experience, simply because you will never completely figure it out. And what's life without mysteries? I'm also a strong believer in The Individual. I believe a person has the ability to do anything they put their mind to (shit, we're born with free will, who can't?) as long as they have the imagination and the willingness to reach for it, for nothing in life is impossible, just highly improbable.2+2=6. I would have to meet you in person to explain this one.The only two things in this forsaken world that are perfect and certain are imperfection and uncertainty. When you strive for perfection, you are trying to run from who you are as a human. Stop. Accept you, imperfections and all, for that is the closest to perfection you will get. As for uncertainty, you don't know what's gonna happen in the future, hell, the next 5 minutes, if you will. I don't live my life by expectations, because that means that in order for those expectations to be met, other expectations have to be accomplished in the journey to that one. But if something doesn't go the way I want it to, my whole plan is shot, and I'm back to square one. Without expectations, I have less disappointments, and it gives true meaning to the saying "life is full of surprises."Live for today, live for what makes you you. The only person you have to prove anything to, change for, IMPRESS if you must, is you. You are you, not you, Billy Joe down the street, and the society around you harping down your neck to be part of this fucked systematized, unforgiven world that we as human beings created. You are you.People have become unforgiving. If more people actually gave a shit about each other, and actually tried to work with others, without discrimination, without inherited blind hate in their veins because we as people reap what the last before us sow, the world would be such a beautiful place, not the hazardous wasteland it is now, littered with breathing machines, all part of a system, controlled by a government that doesn't give a shit about the billions of dollars used to destroy and take away innocent lives everywhere, American and otherwise, as long as they're getting paid. Materialism will be the death of the world.There are five horizons in the world, no matter where you stand... The one to the north, the one to the east, the one to the south, and the one to the west. But where is the last one, you say?... Go outside, and look straight up... What do you see? No horizon, endless possibilities. That's the fifth horizon, because you don't know it's there, but you don't know it's not there. Just because you can't see something manifested into physical form before you, doesn't mean it's not there. Just means that there's no one there to acknowledge it. So until someone travels far enough in that direction above us to tell me that there is a horizon, I'll continue to know that my possibilities are endless, and my horizon will still burn bright with a never setting sun...I'm done ranting.
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: De'Ja Johnson
Birthday: July 31
Birthplace: Youngstown
Current Location: Columbus
Eye Color: Dark Golden Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown with a lion-colored streak in it, if that makes any sense
Height: 6'1"-6'2"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: German, Irish, Italian, Indian, African
The Shoes You Wore Today: Vans, same shoes I wear everyday
Your Weakness: Worry
Your Fears: Fear itself
Your Perfect Pizza: If I had it, it would be like Jesus dancing on your tongue
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Whatever I accomplish willingly
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Don't IM that much anymore
Thoughts First Waking Up: Where the hell am I at?
Your Best Physical Feature: My arms, I guess
Your Bedtime: Whenever I finally pass out
Your Most Missed Memory: Don't have one
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds, I hate B.K.'s fries, they taste like cardboard
Single or Group Dates: Prefer single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla: Twist
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: Yes
Do you Swear: Moderately
Do you Sing: All the time, keeps me sane
Do you Shower Daily: Usually, unless it's a lazy day, and I don't do anything
Have you Been in Love: I thought I was, now that I think about it, it was more the thought of losing that person that heightened my emotions... Then we broke up and I was meh.
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: Someday
Do you belive in yourself: Not usually
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: Not really
Are you a Health Freak: Don't need to be, I burn up enough energy
Do you get along with your Parents: Nope
Do you like Thunderstorms: Love 'em
Do you play an Instrument: Guitar and a little piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No, sadly
In the past month have you Smoked: Yes, frequently
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Besides life and sleep, nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: A friendly outing, does that count?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yea, first time in a while, almost passed out there was so much perfume
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No, I ate half a box
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Hell no
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yes
In the past month have you been Dumped: Yes
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: No... wait, a battery
Ever been Drunk: No
Ever been called a Tease: Yes
Ever been Beaten up: Lol, yea
Ever Shoplifted: Not in jail, am I?
How do you want to Die: In my sleep, or very slowly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Old? I dunno
What country would you most like to Visit: Somewhere in Europe, specifically Austria and Finland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Don't have one
Favourite Hair Color: Don't have one
Short or Long Hair: Long
Height: Shorter than me
Weight: Not obnoxiously skinny or obnoxiously overweight. I'm sorry, but people who do that shit for attention are dumbasses
Best Clothing Style: Casual
Number of Drugs I have taken: Don't care, as long as you don't let it affect anything and everything, and you stopped
Number of CDs I own: Don't care
Number of Piercings: Doesn't matter, I've got a couple. Need to redo the rest
Number of Tattoos: I've got two, plan for more, so again, don't care
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Don't regret anything, they make you who you are today
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