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About Me

I'm a mother of two but always felt I was the mother of three. This is dedicated in memory of my son Matthew David Foster who passed on 11-16-2006 and my daughters best friend who was like my own son Gary Jay Handy who passed 10-30-2006. Matthew I miss you more than anyone can ever imagine. My heart aches and breaks for you. Tears cloud my eyes and stream down my face with every thought and memory I have of you. I thought losing Gary would make my heart ache forever but losing you has broken my heart into a million little pieces. I was a mother of two and with the loss of Matthew I don't know who I am anymore. Losing Gary was hard but losing my baby is unbearable. I'm trying to pick up the pieces so I can make my life with Jennifer a beautiful one. Matthew, Jennifer, and I were not only family we were best friends. The love we shared and the bond between us could and can never be broken. I love you Matthew and Jennifer with my heart and soul.
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My Interests

Right now I have no interest at all. I'm just trying to make it through each day spending as much time as possible with Jennifer and all the other time by Matthews side at the cemetery.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet my son Matthew again some day. I bet Matthew and Gary are in heaven right now hangin' out with God makin' him laugh like he's never laughed before. Gary please take care of my baby, I don't want him to be alone. I will see both of you one day I just know it and when I do I just know you'll both be waiting for me with open arms, lots of kisses but most of all I can already see the smiles of your beautiful faces. I love you Matthew and Gary.

Music:

I like it all. Having Jennifer, Matthew, and Gary in my life has made me a lover of music. I like it all because of the three of you.

Movies:

I owned Star Video for many years. I've seen them all and loved most but my favorite of all time was Shawshank Redemption along with The Notebook. Every woman loves a love story and that was the greatest of all time.

Television:

HGTV....I'm artistic and I love seeing all the things they can do with little money or lots of money both of which I don't have ;o)

Books:

I love to read//V.C. Andrews is probably my favorite.

Heroes:

My hero is without a doubt my son. Matthew you have brought me more joy, love, and laughter than you will ever know. You are my love, my heart, and I will miss you and think of you every second of every day. I'm proud of the boy you were and the man you became. You will always be my hero, my love.

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Matthew

Matthew, I will be spending Christmas Eve and Day with you this year. I want to be by your side. There is no one that I want to be with more than you right now. I miss you so m...
Posted by CathySue on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 11:35:00 PST