About Me
I'm not comin' back
I'm not gonna react
I'm not doin' shit for you.
I'm not sittin' around while you are tearin' it down around us.
I'm not livin' a lie while you swim in denial
'Cause you're already dead and gone
You leave me out on the curb just like everyone else before you.Welcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone.
Another lesson burned
And I'm drowning in the ashes
Kicking
Screaming
Welcome to my worldI don't care what you think I'm not seeing a shrink.
I'm not doing this again.
I'm not another student or a mother to take your shit out on
So let's see what you got, let's see what you're not
And what ever else you pretend
You've defended my intentions long enoughWelcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone.Another lesson burned
And I'm drowning in the ashes
Kicking
Screaming
Welcome to my worldSo here I am again.
In the middle of the end.
And the choice I wish I made
I always make too lateWelcome to my world
Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone.
Another lesson burned
And I'm drowning in the ashes
Kicking
Screaming
Welcome to my world.Now you're a clone,
With heart of stone,
Synthetic soul,
Brainwashed and cold.
You're just a drone,
Got no control,
Forced in a mold,
Processed and sold.Hey, you know I find it frightening,
How you change just as fast as lightning.You fell from grace,
Leaving no trace,
You've been replaced,
Your name erased.Hey, it's your self-destruction,
You never listened to my instruction.Shame, shame, shame, shame.Shame, that everyone's the same.
I thought you stood alone,
Different from the clones.You were a flash of light,
A meteorite,
Unique in time,
Now out of sight.
For I have seen,
What could've been,
I've had a dream,
A prophecy.Hey, now there's no use waiting,
Everything is disintegrating.Shame, that everyone's the same.
I thought you stood alone,
Were different from the clones.
I thought you were the true
Exception to the rules.
But the truth is cruel.Clones, clones, clones, clones.Clones, clones, clones, clones.Hey, now there's no use waiting,
Everything is disintegrating.Shame, that everyone's the same.
I thought you stood alone.
Different from the clones.
I thought you were the true
Exception to the rules.
But the truth is cruel.It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due timeAll I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life awayIt's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Or wasted it all just to watch you goI kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time whenI tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matterOne thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself howI tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprisedIt got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the endYou kept everything inside
And even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be
A memory of a time whenI tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matterI've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should knowI've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should knowI tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter[LOVEMYFLASH][/LOVEMYFLASH]
