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About Me


can you feel the earth turning?can you hear the stars singing?

my aim is : iwouldluv2tell

my name is allie
im a girl
and i have brown hair
i go to UC Santa Cruz
i love to listen to music
and watch movies
people say im funny...so lets leave it at that
p.s. i support hippies

So I read this paragraph the other day and it really stood out to me:
"Every civilization is a vision of time. Institutions, works of art, technologies,philosophies, all that we make or dream is a weave of time. An idea or a sense of passage, time is not mere succession; for all culture it is a process that has a direction,or points toward an end. Time has a meaning. Or, more precisely:TIME IS THE MEANING OF EXISTENCE, even if we believe that existence has no meaning." -"In Light of India" - Octavio Paz

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

"I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick.
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate it...
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh;
Even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call,
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you;
Not even close;
Not even a little bit;
Not even at all."

My Blog

thinking about things

when i write papers i space outwhen i try not to think of you my thoughts run to youwhen i think about who i will hurt i try to forgetwhen i try not to be selfish my selfish wants win outwhen you dont...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 21:50:00 GMT

what happens

when you meet somebody you've known all your lifecan you really meet themif you need somebodydo you always have to look to yourself?when crying do you like others to seeor do you hide every damn thing...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 19:21:00 GMT

meow

problemsare they already there?i think not...people look for problemsto make life spicyforget it thoughmake peacewith yourselfand what you dokeep your head updon't wish for a million dollarsyou can't ...
Posted by on Fri, 29 Aug 2008 21:59:00 GMT

random thoughts/poem

stub your toe on the tablebut know the pain is temporarydont be insecureit won't lead you anywherethink of happinesslove the beach and the simple beauty of itre-read your favorite bookand remember all...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Aug 2008 08:56:00 GMT

forever and a day

so a year of college has gone by, and i feel completely at peace.i mean "whateva whateva i do what i want"im listening to amazing music, re-reading harry potter, i sat in the DMV yesturday & was t...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Aug 2008 22:25:00 GMT

from helen to me!

There have been times when i thought I was gonna collaspse in a pit of despairbut you have always been thereremember that time I fell in front of chador all those times we scammed my dadthe wonderful ...
Posted by on Thu, 17 May 2007 20:47:00 GMT

poems by allie .4

  peaceful   just meditate and let the world flow ineverything envelopes youif you just feel & believe iteverything is beautifulsee the beauty in the flowersbut also in the way people ta...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 20:42:00 GMT

poems by allie .3

belief :   deception all my fault our weakness and trust wil lead to the end if you decieve the ones you love, is it love? say one thing, but do another hypocracy do lies lead to the truth? do mi...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 15:27:00 GMT

poems by allie .2

heart named helen:there is a part of my heart, at the top right corner named...helen.this part of my heart did not get it's name from you nor i, it simply got its name from the friendship we have.you ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 18:22:00 GMT

poems by allie .1

untitled:such confusionim shaking with self controlcontrol of this insanity,every detail equally importanthow to knowwhat comes firstdifficultythis is the shaking,the need for self controlthe presence...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Feb 2007 18:17:00 GMT