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About Me

Hold me ever so tightly against your body and let me melt into your soul. Make me believe, even if for just one brief moment, that nothing in the world exists but just the two of us. Make me feel safe within the fortress of your arms and let me feel like......I'm home. **SIGH**
Not much to tell here - really. But here it goes...I am the perpetual Phoenix - so 'that which does not destroy me, will only make me stronger'! (A quote which looks and sounds so much cooler in Spanish rather than in English. Look --> 'El que no me destruye, sÃ³lo me harÃ© mÃ¡s fuerte'. See, told you so.) I'm a F/T Mother of 3 kids (4 if you count the husband), F/T Nurse, F/T Dreamer and F/T Slacker. People tell me I'm funny, but I don't know... maybe just goofy. Sometimes the filters in my head don't work, and I say things that I shouldn't say - mostly things that everyone else was thinking but don't say out loud because their filters are functioning. I've got secrets that are so deeply imbedded that even I don't remember them (figure that one out). My door is always open, you know, "mi casa es su casa" - just bring the beer. I can never turn anyone away.
Other than the above, I think the perfect way to describe myself is through the following lyrics:
"I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way
I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way"
So, anyway, in a nutshell - I AM A NUT IN A SHELL.
OH YEAH. If you retain only a few things about me from what you read here, make sure that the following is what you remember...
I want to be more than a legend in my mind; I want to be a legend in yours. I will forever strive to leave more than just a carbon footprint on this Earth.
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People all over the world with real lives (at least one from every country would be cool). The friend of the friend of the friend of the person that says they know me. Creative people with original thoughts and ideas. Trolls, leprachauns, druids, gnomes and magical people(huh?). People that make me laugh. People that aren't afraid to speak their mind and who allow others to speak theirs. Strong women and the men who appreciate them - but not in a kinky sexual way (Sorry, I'm not into that). Kevin Bacon - I hope to one day be within six degrees of him (ooh, maybe I already am, hmmmmm). People that make me think, without trying to influence me. In general, genuine, good-hearted, good-natured people. But, if I could only pick one...Christian Bale. No wait, James Blunt. Oh! Bale, Blunt. Blunt, Bale. Damn! I don't know. BOTH!!!!!!!

IMPORTANT!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO MEET:

I don't want to meet sexy singles in my area - I didn't ask for help. And, why do you think I need help anyway? No mortgage brokers either, please. I don't need help refinancing my mortgage(just hit me upside my head with the stupid stick to give my financial information to someone on-line that wants to be my "friend"). Don't call me, I'll call you. AND, FINALLY - NO I AM NOT INTERESTED IN A THREE-SOME (or anything higher than the number 2)! FFM, MFM, FTF, FTM, FDF, FDM - NONE OF IT!!!!!! In fact, I'm not interested in hooking up for any reason except to be friends. So, if I didn't respond to the first 3 e-mails, chances are...I never will respond. Get it? Got it? Good! So stop asking.

My Blog

All I Could Do Was Cry

For me, the beginning of a new year always carries with it a sense of hope, happiness and promise. Hope that this year will be better than last; happiness that my family is together, ...
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jan 2009 12:36:00 GMT

Its Just Hair

So, I did it. I liberated myself from the prison my long locks had kept me in. Sure, the half way down my back, full head of flowing hair is something that most women were envious of.&nbs...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 16:32:00 GMT

Im Not Usually...

...so political, but damn! I've been watching CNN and MSNBC and have become increasingly annoyed by this whole election thingy. This is, in most part, due to the comments made by most...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 04:12:00 GMT

Roses Are Red...

So, the family and I had dinner at our favorite Chinese restaurant last night. We frequent this place so much that they know us by first name and are even recognized by the kitchen sta...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 13:46:00 GMT

Patience or Stupidity

At what point does patience turn into stupidity? Is it, in an effort to avoid getting soaked, waiting at a bus stop for half an hour in the pouring rain hoping to catch a ride and needing to travel a ...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 13:21:00 GMT

Hmmm...

...funny how something I thought brought some calmness to my life felt like relief when it left... I was poisoned by the devil. Blinded by what I did not want to really see. I was only hea...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Aug 2008 08:14:00 GMT

Just a Thought...

If the mucus in your nose is the same as the mucus in your mouth, why is it so wrong to eat your boogers?
Posted by on Sun, 04 May 2008 08:54:00 GMT

A Gorgeous Night, A Fire and A Foot in My Face

Finally, a gorgeous night.... The skies were clear (you could actually see some of the brightest stars in the urban night sky), it was pullover weather, and the perfect night for a fire in the ba...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 06:24:00 GMT

I Feel Like...

A caged animal Pacing back and forth Trapped by the walls of his cell The hunger deep inside Grows with every step Always looking beyond his prison Ready to jump and attack And break free ...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 17:55:00 GMT

Controlling My Emotions

I was told today that I should rise above my emotions. Essentially, "get over it". The person that told me that has no idea that from the moment I rise in the morning to the moment I lay ...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 20:13:00 GMT