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Loony Evans

You shall wear it when you find Eden, and when you return, I shall be your Eve.

About Me

Too much love will kill you
It'll make your life a lie
The prince is never going to come, everybody knows that; and maybe Sleeping Beauty's dead.
What if I'm a weeping willow
Laughing tears upon my pillow
What if I'm a socialite who wants to be alone
What if I'm a toothless leopard
What if I'm a sheepless shepherd
What if I'm an angel without wings to take me home
Name: Béatrice Sangregius de Lenfent
Pseudonyms: Isabella de Valois, Ophelia Vane, Elayne Everglot, Loony Evans, Tysha Lannister, Andromeda Dashwood, Cinderella, Rosielle Eronaile, Rinoa Malloy, Aurora Daaé
Occupation: Dreaming my life away, adoring a killer queen, fighting for sanity
Current Mood: "Look ... at ... me ..."
Current Obsession: Severus Snape, The Fountain
"And it wasn't because I blamed them. It was only that I'd suffered like that, hour after hour, that I'd gone into the circle of hell and come back out. And I felt quiet all over. In this common occurrence, this vulgar act of giving birth, I understood the meaning of utter loneliness."
Wer wird mich wandeln sehen,
Wenn die Rosenblätter
Die Lüge des Schlafes bedecken
Und des Herzens Ketten sprengen,
Wenn der Schnee
Die Illusion blutroter Lippen öffnet
Und Gold in Pech verwandelt,
Wenn mein bloßer Fuß
Die Dornen der Schönheit nicht spürt
Und endlich den gläsernen Kuss empfängt?
Wer wird mich dann wandeln sehen
Auf den Pfaden des Erwachens?
I'll be here ...
Why?
I'll be waiting ... here ...
For what?
I'll be waiting ... for you ... so ... if you come here ... you'll find me.
I promise.
[Quotations: The Lord of the Rings, The Vampire Chronicles, The Picture of Dorian Gray, Harry Potter, V for Vendetta, Pirates of the Caribbean, The Fountain, Final Fantasy XIII, Aníra @ Spektakel ^^
Lyrics: Queen, Emilie Autumn
Poem by me ;)]

My Interests

"I love acting. It is so much more real than life."

~ Fantasy + gothic

~ History

~ RPGs

~ Art:

* Reading + writing

* Music

* Movies

* Theatre

* Photography

* Renoir, Monet, Botticelli etc.

~ My (Elfwood)family:

Music:

"In all your faerie tales
How did the prince say he loved you?"

~ Rock

~ Gothic

~ Classical

~ Musicals

~ GlamRock

~ Soundtracks

~ Punk

~ Industrial

~ J-Rock/Pop

~ (Irish) Folk

~ Alternative

~ Psychedelic

~ Rock'n'Roll

~ Indie

[and so on]

Movies:

"For three years I had roses and apologized to no one."
~ The Lord of the Rings
~ Interview with the Vampire
~ Tim Burton-movies
e.g.
Corpse Bride
Edward Scissorhands
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Sleepy Hollow
Big Fish
Beetlejuice
The Nightmare before Christmas
Ed Wood
Vincent
~ Finding Neverland
~ Pirates of the Caribbean
~ Sense and Sensibility
~ The Fountain
~ V for Vendetta
~ Disney
e.g.
Beauty and the Beast
The Lion King
Cinderella
Alice in Wonderland
Pocahontas
The Little Mermaid
Robin Hood
~ Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
~ Fight Club
~ Harry Potter
~ X-Men
~ The Prestige
~ Girl, Interrupted
~ Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain
~ Titanic
~ Dangerous Liaisons
~ Marie Antoinette
~ Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
~ Velvet Goldmine
~ Monster
~ Cruel Intentions
~ The Fifth Element
~ Hamlet
...

Books:

"There is no real going back. Though I may come to the Shire, it will not seem the same; for I shall not be the same."
~ The Lord of the Rings etc. (J.R.R. Tolkien)
~ The Vampire Chronicles, The Tales of the Mayfair-Witches (Anne Rice)
~ The Picture of Dorian Gray (Oscar Wilde)
~ Harry Potter (Joanne K. Rowling)
~ A Song of Ice and Fire (George R.R. Martin)
~ Alice in Wonderland (Lewis Carroll)
~ The Wheel of Time (Robert Jordan)
~ Dragonlance (Margaret Weis and Tracy Hickman)
~ The Dragonbone Chair etc. (Tad Williams)
~ Discworld (Terry Pratchett)
~ The Phantom of the Opera (Gaston Leroux)
~ Friedrich von Schiller
~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
~ William Shakespeare
~ Edgar Allan Poe
~ Franz Kafka
~ Rainer Maria Rilke
~ Roald Dahl
~ Oscar Wilde
~ Joseph Sheridan Le Fanu
~ Heinrich Heine
~ Biographies
~ Poetry
~ Fairytales
~ Shortstories
~ Mangas and Comics
etc.

Heroes:


Akasha
aka Elton John
aka Paris Hilton
better known as:
The ONE Aníra
"Und noch eine Existenz zerstört ..."
Lestat de Lioncourt
"Despair was so familiar to me; it could be banished by the sight of a beautiful mannikin in the window. It could be dispelled by the spectacle of lights surrounding a tower. It could be lifted by the great ghostly shape of St. Patrick's coming into view. And then despair would come again."
Nicolas de Lenfent
"You have a light in you that's almost blinding. But in me there's only darkness. [...] I try to keep the darkness from you because I need your light. I need it desperately, but you don't need the darkness."
Severus Snape
"After all this time?"
"Always."
Captain Jack Sparrow
"Savvy?"
Freddie Mercury
"And everywhere the broken-hearted
On every lonely avenue
No-one could reach them
No-one but you"

My Blog

... to you ... Angel, Lover, Mother.

Einmal den Schleier zerreißen Und die hinter dir stehenden Sterne Sich zu Flügeln verdichten sehen. Einmal im Nebel die Hand ausstrecken Und Ruhe finden In deinem Licht. Einmal umfangen werden Und dic...
Posted by Loony Evans on Fri, 11 May 2007 07:22:00 PST

All of my memories keep you near.

GeburtDer Blindheit FühlerSchlagen tastend nach Körperlosigkeit,Illusionsbehaftet zerbrochen,Schieben sich suchend weiterDurchs Weltenmeer des Augen-Verschließens.Dann:Rufe wie Schöpfungsgesänge.Halle...
Posted by Loony Evans on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 09:15:00 PST

O no! it is an ever-fixed mark / That looks on tempests and is never shaken

(Too lazy to speak English ... and since the following things are quite weird, it would be just a waste of time to do so ... ^^) Satan (grün) und 665 I proudly present: C. as Satan (grün) and me...
Posted by Loony Evans on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 02:34:00 PST

The wheel turns ...

I weep to have what I fear to lose.The same feelings ... again and again and again.No anger. No disappointment. Just ... fear.I'm afraid to lose you. I don't want you to be unhappy, I don't want to ho...
Posted by Loony Evans on Tue, 20 Mar 2007 01:12:00 PST

... and the singers would write songs of my pain.

Just some poetryTo all my non-German readers (whoever those might eventually be):You'll understand that it's quite difficult to translate poems into English (and mine is - in fact - very poor ), so .....
Posted by Loony Evans on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 12:34:00 PST