I am me. Hate it or love it, i honestly could'nt care less. Im a warm person and I have a heart that is so big and I honestly can say that my love for people and LIFE have NO BARRIERS! I love living, I love my friends, I love cockain and weed, I love my country and I'm willing to do everything for those I care about including taking a crap on your head sucka. Please, DON'T think of me as a spoiled little child, I may be a bit spoiled but thats because I want what I want and sometimes I want it NOW.
I hate narrow minded people that can't see the beauty of their own lives and are only looking for the bad things about everything. It makes me sick when people think that everything is wrong and needs to be fixed. Let the world turn round and round and in the end everything works out.
Right now I'm serving in the Israeli Defense Forces (IDF). I thought I'll love it and enjoy it alot. The truth is- I don't. I'm suffering when I'm there but on the other hand, when I come home, I feel like I don't belong here anymore. I feel like my room is there, my bed is not a comfy queen-size- it's a small bunkbad and I should sleep with 6 other girls in the same room, girls that became my friends, my family, my life. I don't wanna go out as much and I'm feeling depressed and alone, no matter how many people are around me. Don't be pissed at me if I'm not calling, if I'm late, if I'm canceling on you or if I don't wanna go out 'till the "small hours" of the night. I'm just tired and very very sad that this is the situasion I'm in. I know I'm complaining about it alot, crying and talking about it non-stop but try and understand, it's a major change of scenes for me.
They say all good thigs must come to an end, I believe that it applies to bad things as well.
Karma is a bitch, whatever you do now, weather it's good or bad will come back and hit you in the face!
Im a scaredy cat. It's really reall easy to spook and scare me with little things like spiders and bugs and some other things. Don't hold that against me.
Thats it.
This is me.
Take me for what I am, who I was meant to be and if you giva a damn take me, or leave me.
I'm not like other girls, you can't straighten my curls.