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Contributing To The Next Generation Of Insanity

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About Me

I am married, a mom, and a model on FlirtyPhoenix.com. Orginally from nyc and moved in 05' to CT, I can be a total geek when i want, reading comics or arguing about how they messed up the movie about the comic. I love to read a good book or write an erotic story, I have been watching wwe since I was 5 and still yell at the screen. I am plus size, no I dont care if you think I am fat I am quite happy with the way I look, with 10 tattoos and dyed hair, I love my ink and if I had the money I would have a hellva lot more pieces. I seek no one's approval but my own, the Mother, and sometimes my husband. If I am your friend I will stay one until you stab me in the back and I have been known to be there even after that. A sucker some might but say but the truth is I have too big of a heart for my own good.

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My Blog

Do Not Go Gentle

Flashs of the past go throw my mind, I see my mother crying on the couch after the last fight with her husband.  "no mommy dont cry he will come back".  Women have fought long and hard to stand up.  E...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Jun 2009 18:52:00 GMT

On Wings

Little wings flutter passes me by, I cried today, not the first time.I see tiny fingers clutching so close and I wonder what it would be like to feel that warmth.Mommy, mommy come back, I am sorry my ...
Posted by on Sat, 02 May 2009 21:38:00 GMT

My Favorite Poem

for some reason I have always loved this poem I never understood why but right now I can understand it.Midsummer Sydney King Russell You loved me for a little, Who could not love me long' You gave me ...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Apr 2009 18:49:00 GMT

The Things I Miss

I miss the quiet nights, butterflies that seem to flutter their wings so rapidly in my belly when I would hear his voice.  I would blush when he would whisper soft dirty words, now those lips are sile...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Apr 2009 00:30:00 GMT

Just just blah

I miss sleeping, it doesn't come easy anymore.  I have alot on my mind, and it doesn't seem as though my mind will let me stop.  When I do finally manage to pass out I dream, two nights in a row it is...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Apr 2009 12:08:00 GMT

Umm Yeah

What do you do when you don't know what to do?  Did the make sense? Well it does in my head damn it!  Get a hobby someone told me, ok, I have them, what about when you don't wanna do your hobbies.  UG...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Apr 2009 19:35:00 GMT

In Search

I need to find where the Raven lay.She has slept too long and needs her time to play.Is it worth the lack of pain for the lack of emotions,I know not.She was once summoned at will, now she lays silent...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 09:28:00 GMT

Silence

I sit waitng for silence, wondering if I will be honored with another breath.  The bepp of the machine makes me jump as I watch heaven appear in her eyes.  No, no  i want to be greeding and make her s...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 09:41:00 GMT

It Has Been Over A Week....

Since I stopped holding my tongue about shit I had bitten it for for so long.  Here, my heart blood flows and you sit there and tell me I am wrong.You can ask my friends, the ones who have known me fo...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Mar 2009 09:15:00 GMT

No More

~This is what I left behind.  I left this pain behind to ave my own soul.  Now my soul has shadows lurking about trying to attach themselves to my very being, but no more.~I am not that little naive g...
Posted by on Thu, 05 Feb 2009 20:39:00 GMT